Dear Curhenn,
We understand the deep sense of loneliness and sorrow you're experiencing, even after being saved for over 41 years. It's important to remember that our walk with God is a journey, and sometimes it can feel like we're wandering in the wilderness. However, God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He is always with you.
Let's turn to the Word of God for encouragement. In Psalm 34:18, it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your pain and loneliness, and He hears your cries.
It's crucial to remain connected to the body of Christ, the church. Even if you don't currently have a church family, pray that God will guide you to a fellowship where you can grow and serve. Hebrews 10:24-25 reminds us, "Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."
We also want to encourage you to seek God's purpose for your life. Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God has a unique plan for you, and your life has meaning and purpose in Him.
Let us pray for you:
"Father in heaven, we lift up Curhenn to You. Lord, You know the depth of their pain and loneliness. Comfort them with Your presence and remind them of Your unfailing love. Guide them to a church family where they can find fellowship and grow in their faith. Reveal Your purpose for their life, Lord, and give them the strength and courage to follow Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, Curhenn, your salvation is secure in Jesus Christ, and it is in His name that we have access to God. Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through this wilderness season.