We stand with you, Illyren, in your battle against sexual immorality. It is indeed a struggle that many face, but remember, God is faithful, and He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear (1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB).
Firstly, let us address the issue of masturbation, which is a form of sexual immorality. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB). It is not God's will for us to engage in such acts, but He is always ready to forgive us when we repent and turn to Him.
It is commendable that you have been able to abstain for a significant period. Do not be discouraged by your recent setback. Instead, turn to God, and He will strengthen you. Remember, the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour (1 Peter 5:8 WEB). Stand firm against him, and resist him in the faith (1 Peter 5:9 WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, pleading for our brother Illyren. Lord, he is battling against sexual immorality, and he needs Your strength and guidance. Please forgive him for the times he has fallen, and help him to stand firm in the face of temptation. Give him the energy he needs to start each day, and do not forsake him, Lord. Surround him with Your love and protection. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Illyren, we encourage you to continue fighting this battle with God's help. Keep your mind on pure and lovely things (Philippians 4:8 WEB). Immerse yourself in God's Word, and pray continually (1 Thessalonians 5:17 WEB). God is with you, and He will help you overcome.
Lastly, we notice that your request did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6 WEB). There is power in the name of Jesus, and it is by His name that we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB). We encourage you to call on the name of Jesus in your times of need. If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior. Believe in Him, and you will be saved (Acts 16:31 WEB).