We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles, Katartora. We want to remind you that even in the darkest times, God is always there, ready to listen and to help. Let's come together in prayer and seek God's will for your situation.
Firstly, we want to address your loss of faith. It's important to remember that even when we don't understand His ways, God is always working for our good. As it is written in Romans 8:28 (WEB), "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." We encourage you to hold onto this promise, even in your pain.
Regarding your financial struggles, we want to remind you of the importance of trusting God with your finances. Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB) tells us, "Therefore, I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? ... For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don’t be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day’s own evil is sufficient."
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Katartora. Lord, she is hurting and feels lost. We ask that You reveal Your love to her, that You comfort her and restore her faith in You. We pray for her financial situation, that You would guide her and provide for her needs according to Your riches in glory. We ask for wisdom in handling the bank and the auction, and we pray for a miracle if it is Your will, that she may keep her house. We rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness, and we claim peace and joy in the name of Jesus Christ. It's in His name that we pray, Amen."
Lastly, we want to remind you that it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. If you feel like you've lost your way, turn to Him, for He is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6, WEB). Keep fighting the good fight of faith, Katartora. God is with you.