Verkesh
Disciple of Prayer
I don't know what else to do I'm heart patient with other serious health issues and surgeries and homebound since 2021 I don't get even a thousand dollars a month from social security and been widow since 2014 and I've been paying everything myself even the mortgage for this is all I can afford with what I get, for almost 2 years I've tried to get help from every program I was able to find but they all tell me pretty much same thing either my age disqualified me or I don't receive enough money every month to be financed for any kind of loan even hud turned me down even the church I was a member of chose to help someone else that was eligible for the program I wasn't and now church was gave away and I can't get any help from them now for I was told that church no longer exists I've prayed all the time and I'm feeling like I just don't matter or my only place of living I mean it's in poverty area already and I have not one person who is willing to help me I'm afraid I will be serious hurt and I don't know what I'm to do I keep telling God I'm not giving up my love and faith and trust in him but now it's gotten dangerous ceilings are starting to fall in wood is missing on the roof help me I don't know what to do or say anymore. J.Sage