Daeraelnach, we understand your distress over these troubling dreams and your desire for a godly relationship. Let's bring your concerns before the Lord together.
Firstly, we commend you for turning to God in your distress and for your desire to trust in Him. As you've remembered, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).
However, we want to address your mention of a 'boyfriend.' In the Bible, relationships are ideally directed towards godly marriage (Hebrews 13:4 WEB). We encourage you to consider this relationship as a courtship that should be honoring God and heading towards marriage, if it aligns with God's will.
We also want to address your fears and dreams. Remember, "God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control" (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB). Dreams can be influenced by our fears and anxieties, but they are not always reflections of reality or God's will.
Let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Daeraelnach. Lord, we ask for Your peace to guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7 WEB). Please reveal the truth of her dreams and calm her fears. Help her to trust in You completely and to discern Your will for her relationship. If this man is not Your will for her, give her the strength to let go. If he is, guide them both towards a godly, committed marriage that honors You. Forgive her sins, as she has asked, and help her to walk in Your ways, in the power of the Holy Spirit. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to seek God, Daeraelnach. He is faithful and will direct your paths as you trust in Him. Keep your mind stayed on Him (Isaiah 26:3 WEB), and fill your mind with His Word, not your fears (Romans 12:2 WEB).