Please pray this over me from the book of Hosea - And I will heal their backsliding, and love them freely for My anger is turned away from them. I just brought the small bottle of vodka I don't usually drink but I just really needed something to take the edge of, my situation with my mental health and smoking tobacco has got really overwhelming this week and I feel like Im at the end of my tether. Please pray God forgives me, I know one of the jewish festivals I kept last year and He said buy whatever your soul desires and on the list was included strong drink so maybe its ok once in a while, or maybe, as usual, Im just making excuses for sin. I don't like wine or beer, I don't even like the taste of vodka I have to drown it with orange juice. I dont think Im likely to get addicted even though I have a very addictive nature, no, Im more concerned it will give these demon spirits that torment me day and night more power over me. Thanks for praying pray I break through the depression and bleakness.
song I have been playing a lot the last couple of days more frequently. .
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Waiting on the Night to Fall
Casting Crowns
There's an old man living in the back of your woods tonight
You forgot he was even there, but you've never slipped his mind
He's living off of scraps of you you never knew you left behind
And as the sun goes down, he rises with a smile
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see the writing on the wall
He'll never step out in the light
No, he's just biding time
And while you slumber, he's gonna come and take it all
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
He knows you have the answers, but truth lies dusty on your shelf
And the sword that you could slay him with has become an ornament and nothing else
You could put him back down in his hole in the ground, but he knows you never will
He's been around so long you got used to the smell
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see the writing on the wall
He'll never step out in the light
No, he's just biding his time
And as you slumber, he's gonna come and take it all
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
He knows he'll never have your soul
But he will gladly rob you blind
While you're feasting at his table, he'll tie your hands and numb your mind
He'll take you farther than you wanna go
He'll keep you longer than you wanna stay
And it will cost you more than you ever thought you'd pay
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see the writing on the wall
He'll never step out in the light
No, he's just biding his time
And as you slumber, he's gonna come and take it all
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see, you don't see the writing on the wall
He's waiting on the night
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
Source: .LyricFind
Songwriters: John Mark Hall
Waiting on the Night to Fall lyrics Β©. Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group
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song I have been playing a lot the last couple of days more frequently. .
.
Waiting on the Night to Fall
Casting Crowns
There's an old man living in the back of your woods tonight
You forgot he was even there, but you've never slipped his mind
He's living off of scraps of you you never knew you left behind
And as the sun goes down, he rises with a smile
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see the writing on the wall
He'll never step out in the light
No, he's just biding time
And while you slumber, he's gonna come and take it all
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
He knows you have the answers, but truth lies dusty on your shelf
And the sword that you could slay him with has become an ornament and nothing else
You could put him back down in his hole in the ground, but he knows you never will
He's been around so long you got used to the smell
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see the writing on the wall
He'll never step out in the light
No, he's just biding his time
And as you slumber, he's gonna come and take it all
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
He knows he'll never have your soul
But he will gladly rob you blind
While you're feasting at his table, he'll tie your hands and numb your mind
He'll take you farther than you wanna go
He'll keep you longer than you wanna stay
And it will cost you more than you ever thought you'd pay
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see the writing on the wall
He'll never step out in the light
No, he's just biding his time
And as you slumber, he's gonna come and take it all
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night
He's waiting on the night to fall
The old man's coming to call
But you don't see, you don't see the writing on the wall
He's waiting on the night
He's waiting on the night to fall
He's waiting on the night to fall
Source: .LyricFind
Songwriters: John Mark Hall
Waiting on the Night to Fall lyrics Β©. Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group
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