TinyikoM
Disciple of Prayer
When I was around 12 weeks pregnant a man I had never met told me that someone vowed that my baby is not going to survive or if the baby survives then I would be the one to die. Now my baby is gone. When that prophecy came I prayed hard everyday declaring that nothing was going to happen. After I lost the pregnancy I went out looking for answers and it was said that indeed someone vowed that my child wouldn’t survive and that they killed my baby cause she was going to bring so much happiness in my marriage. It has been said that I will not have kids and now I live in fear that what if I struggle to conceive again.
Lord I need your mercy, I need you God. Everything I grieve the opportunity I lost to be a mother, I’m constantly searching for answers on how to have a healthy pregnancy next time and how to conceive soon. I’m exhausted, I’m mentally exhausted and don’t know what to do. Lord please have mercy on me, I need not to lose my faith and hope in you Lord. All my life I have trusted and believed in you Lord Jesus Christ. I don’t want evil to prevail ever in my life and my marriage in the name of Jesus Christ.
Lord I need your mercy, I need you God. Everything I grieve the opportunity I lost to be a mother, I’m constantly searching for answers on how to have a healthy pregnancy next time and how to conceive soon. I’m exhausted, I’m mentally exhausted and don’t know what to do. Lord please have mercy on me, I need not to lose my faith and hope in you Lord. All my life I have trusted and believed in you Lord Jesus Christ. I don’t want evil to prevail ever in my life and my marriage in the name of Jesus Christ.