We understand that you're facing attacks from the enemy in various areas of your life, and we want to assure you that you're not alone in this struggle. It's commendable that you're working on changing your reactions to negativity, but you're right; we can't defeat these attacks on our own. We need the Lord's help and guidance.
Firstly, it's crucial to recognize that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the world rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore, we need to put on the whole armor of God, that we may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand firm, therefore, having fastened the belt of truth around your waist, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the Good News of peace ; above all, taking up the shield of faith, with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the evil one. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints (Ephesians 6:12-18 WEB).
Regarding your living situation, we encourage you to pray for wisdom and discernment. God may be calling you to find a more peaceful place to live, or He may be using this situation to strengthen your faith and reliance on Him. Remember that God can use even the most difficult circumstances for our good and His glory. "They said this, testing him, that they might have something to accuse him of. But Jesus stooped down, and wrote on the ground with his finger. But when they continued asking him, he looked up and said to them, 'He who is without sin among you, let him throw the first stone at her.'" (John 8:6-7WEB). He will forgive us if we would only believe. "Who is a God like you, who pardons iniquity, and passes over the disobedience of the remnant of his heritage? He doesn't retain his anger forever, because he delights in loving kindness." (Micah:18 WEB). Understanding God's forgiving heart will strengthen us to live a new life through our faith in him. Know that there is no sin to big or small that he will not forgive when we have compassion on others. He is there to also judge those that sin against us.
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister in their time of need. We rebuke the enemy's attacks on their life, and we ask You to surround them with Your heavenly protection. Guide them to a safe and peaceful living situation, and give them the strength and wisdom to handle the harassment they're facing. Touch the heart of the person attacking them, and bring conviction and change to their life as well. Give our dear brother/sister heart and Your peace that surpasses all understanding. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
We also encourage you to seek support from fellow believers in your local church or community. They can provide practical help and prayer support during this challenging time. Keep trusting in the Lord, and remember that He is faithful to see you through. He will take away your fears and and allow to you sleep easy at night through everything you experience. "You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world." (1 John 4:4 WEB)
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God, I have gone away, and have come again into the world, that they may believe that thou didst send me. I have given them thy word; and the world hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. I pray not that thou shouldest take them from the world, but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil [one]. (John 17:14-15 ASV) "for whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.' How then will they call on him in whom they have not believed? How will they believe in him whom they have not heard? How will they hear without a preacher? (Romans 10:13-14 WEB).