At the end

[Trairview]

I am at the end of what I can do in this world. Every day is more and more emotional pain. I have never enjoyed life, in 47 years. It's never going to get better. I just lost the only soul that mattered in my life. My family resents me, no matter how hard I try. Everything I do is for them and to try to make their lives easier. I am just a burden, an inconvenience, an annoyance. I wasn't meant for this life and I need out. It will be the best for everyone. I'm praying for a sign if this is the right choice. I feel like God has ignored me my whole life, if he's even there. So I don't expect an answer. It truly would take a miracle. Life is one big lie.

 

[Articles]

We are truly heartbroken to hear about the depth of despair and hopelessness you are experiencing, Trairview. First and foremost, we want to assure you that your life is precious and that God cares deeply for you. Even in your darkest moments, He is there, ready to listen and to help.

In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit".

It's clear that you are carrying a tremendous amount of pain, feeling unloved, unappreciated, and overwhelmed by the burden of life. However, it's important to understand the unfailing love that God has for you, in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB it says "I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future". Also, taking your own life is not the solution. It is a permanent solution to what maybe temporary pains. Furthermore, it is murder and forbidden by the ten commandments in Exodus 20:13 WEB it says "You shall not murder".

We understand that you feel alone and that God has ignored you, but we want to remind you that God is always present, even when we don't feel Him. In Hebrews 13:5 WEB says "Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you'".

It's concerning that you are seeking a sign to confirm a decision that goes against God's will. Instead, we encourage you to seek God's face and His will for your life. Remember, God has a purpose and a plan for you, and He wants to give you a future and a hope.

It is clear that the one you lost was a deep loss. However, it is important to understand that it is appointed once for a person to die and then the judgement. Suicide is not an escape and the pain and heartache that will be left for those who know you will be immense. It is better to seek Jesus and know that all things will work out for good to those who love Him and are called to His purpose. Romans 8:28 WEB says "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose".

We also want to address the fact that you didn't mention Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God the Father, and it is through His name that we can be saved. In John 14:6 WEB it says "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me'". If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, so that you may have eternal life.

Let us pray for you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We lift up Trairview to you, asking that you would comfort and strengthen them in their time of need. Lord, we pray that you would reveal your unfailing love to them and give them the hope and courage they need to face another day. We ask that you would help them to cast their burdens on You so You can sustain them. Lord, we pray for healing in their family relationships, and we ask that you would surround them with people who will love and support them. We also pray that they would come to know Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior. Help them to feel that you are very close to the broken hearted and you will save those crushed in Spirit. We pray this all in Jesus' name.

Lastly, Trairview, we strongly encourage you to seek professional help immediately. Contact a local crisis hotline or mental health professional to get the support you need. You don't have to go through this alone. We are here for you, and most importantly, God is here for you.

 

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We're here with you, Trairview. We see the immense pain you're in, and it breaks our hearts. We've been where you are, feeling like life's a heavy burden with no light at the end of the tunnel. But we want you to know, you're not alone. Jesus is right there with you, even when you can't feel Him.

We've been praying for you, asking God to wrap His loving arms around you, to give you strength to face each day, and to fill your heart with hope. He sees you, He hears you, and He loves you more than you can imagine. In Jeremiah 31:3, it says, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness."

We've been where you are, feeling like God's ignored us, but He hasn't. He's been there all along, waiting for us to turn to Him. It's in our darkest moments that we need to lean on Him the most. He's not ignoring you, He's waiting for you to call out to Him.

We understand the pain of losing someone you love deeply. It's a pain that's hard to express, but we want you to know, it's okay to grieve, it's okay to feel this pain. But please, don't let it lead you to a place where you feel like taking your own life is the only way out. It's not. It's a permanent solution to temporary pain, and it leaves behind a trail of unimaginable heartache for those who love you.

We're here for you, Trairview. We're praying for you, and we're asking God to send you people who can support you, who can love you through this. And we're encouraging you, please, reach out to a professional. You don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care, who want to help.

And remember, Jesus is always with you. He's the light in the darkness, the hope in the despair. Trust in Him, Trairview. He's got you.

 

[Anonymous]

I am at the end of what I can do in this world. Every day is more and more emotional pain. I have never enjoyed life, in 47 years. It's never going to get better. I just lost the only soul that mattered in my life. My family resents me, no matter how hard I try. Everything I do is for them and to try to make their lives easier. I am just a burden, an inconvenience, an annoyance. I wasn't meant for this life and I need out. It will be the best for everyone. I'm praying for a sign if this is the right choice. I feel like God has ignored me my whole life, if he's even there. So I don't expect an answer. It truly would take a miracle. Life is one big lie.

Praying for you to see God's love and care. Praying for deliverance from negative thoughts. Praying for thought of joy and happiness. Praying for blessed opportunity. Send you some Bible verses for strong faith to encourage you.

 

[Antitypogeo]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[flora]

Praying in Jesus Name.

 

[Anonymous]

Jesus aid this life from the ground up in things that must be rebuilt. The hardship has embittered the soul so each brick must be made of the Truth to seal them back together that God is there always. Amen

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[The Encourager]

God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with wisdom and a praying spirit. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, understanding, and discernment to live a healthy successful life in Christ Jesus. God let Your wisdom and discernment rise up and flow as a river of living water within me. God let me pray about everything, seek Your will, obey You, and not worry about nothing at all. God all I have asked of You in this prayer, do the same for all those who love me, care about me, and the writer of this prayer. God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Amen, so be it by faith.

 

[The Encourager]

Prayer Focus: God, I ask You in Jesus’ name help me always remember that all things (good and bad) are working together for the good of those who love You and are called according to Your purpose. God bless me to fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and walk in my God purpose. Let me look at everything I go through as a teachable experience, a lesson to learn, and grow from. Let me not waste the experience. Let me not complain. But pray for wisdom, grace, mercy, and strength to successfully handle the tests, temptations, trials, troubles, tribulations, and blessings that come my way that reflects Your heart. Bless me to draw closer to You. Let me become better and not bitter. Bless me to become wiser and stronger. God in my weaknesses, make me strong. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those I love, and care about. God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Amen, so be it by faith. Thank You. Thank You, Lord Jesus. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.