Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have sinned. In my youth I used my tongue as a poison arrow and hurt some people badly. I lied, and, at that time, I believed it wasn't a lie or just didn't care. I can't quite remember. All I know is that I was wrong. I am very ashamed and guilt-ridden. The act is so far from my character that I still can't believe it is part of me. I carry quite a bit of emotional baggage and have self loathing and depression. I know that we have a choice and free will, but somehow I wished God would've stopped me. Anything I deem wrong that I committed in my youth, I can never let go. Asking for prayer.