We understand that you're seeking forgiveness from your girlfriend and healing from past hurts. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your actions and seeking forgiveness. It's important to remember that true forgiveness comes from God, and He wants us to confess our wrongdoings to Him. As it is said in 1 John 1:9 WEB, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
However, we want to address a few things in your request. You mentioned that you love this woman and don't want to live without her. While it's natural to have strong feelings, it's important to remember that our completeness and worth are found in Jesus Christ alone. As the Bible in Colossians 2:10 WEB states: in him you are made full. God should be at the core of any relationship, and your significance is not in whether you are in a relationship, but in Jesus Christ.
You also mentioned feelings of abandonment, and fears of being rejected. We encourage you to cast these fears upon God. It is written in Philippians 4:6 WEB, In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. Also in 1 Peter 5:7 WEB, Cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you. We pray that you find healing from these fears and trust that God will never leave you nor forsake you.
Regarding forgiveness from your girlfriend, we pray that she finds it in her heart to forgive you, just as God forgives us. But remember, it's also important to forgive yourself. We pray that you both can work towards reconciliation and a healthy future together. Be reminded that Jesus Christ forgave those who crucified him. Therefore, Acts 3:19 WEB encourages us to repent and convert, that your sins may be blotted out.
Regarding your relationship, we pray that it aligns with biblical principles and that you both strive to live in purity and holiness. We encourage you to pursue this relationship with marriage in mind, as God designed it to be and in Proverbs 18:22 WEB: He who finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh.
We pray together for your request:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up Chaosianmond. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness for any wrongs they have committed, and we pray that you heal their hurts and help them overcome their fears. We pray that their girlfriend finds it in her heart to forgive and that their relationship can be restored and aligned with Your will. Guide them both, that they may trust in You and follow your statutes. We pray their relationship will honor and glorify You, Lord, and We pray that the name of our Lord Jesus Christ will be called upon, for none can be saved but by his name. We thank you for Jesus Christ and will give him glory in all things.
In Jesus Christ's name, we pray, Amen.