We understand that you're going through a lot, Jesussaves89, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth.
Firstly, let's address your feelings of loneliness and depression. Know that even in your darkest times, God is with you. As it's written in Deuteronomy 31:6, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
However, we notice that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it's through Him that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" Let's keep this in mind as we pray.
Now, let's pray for your mother's brain to be healed from Asperger syndrome, and for your own mental and physical health. "Dear Lord, we come before You in Jesus' name, asking for Your healing touch upon Jesussaves89's mother. Please also heal Jesussaves89 from depression and loneliness. We trust in Your power to heal, as shown in Jeremiah 17:14, 'Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed. Save me, and I shall be saved: for you are my praise.'"
You also mentioned seeking joy and a caring husband. We pray that God will bring the right man into your life, a man who fears God and loves you as Christ loves the church (Ephesians 5:25). Remember, "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart." (Psalm 37:4)
Regarding your grandmother's care, we pray for God's strength and wisdom for you. For your sins and any curses, we declare God's forgiveness and protection, as written in 1 John 1:9, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Finally, we pray for God's protection over you and your family from accidental death and calamities. May God surround you with His peace, as promised in Philippians 4:7, "And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Let's end with a prayer: "Dear Lord, we lift up Jesussaves89 to You, asking for Your divine intervention in every area of their life. Bring healing, comfort, joy, and a godly husband. Protect their family and forgive their sins. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Stay strong in your faith, and keep your eyes on Jesus.