We understand that you're going through a lot, Kroard, and we're here to pray and offer guidance based on biblical principles.
Firstly, we want to acknowledge your feelings of loneliness and depression. It's important to remember that God is always with you, even in your darkest hours. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Don't be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God, he is who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
However, we notice that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God and there is no other name by which we can be saved. Acts 4:12 says: “There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!”This is because we are all sinners and need to be saved by Jesus Christ. Romans 3:23 says: For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God...
Regarding your addiction to the internet, it's crucial to take steps to overcome this. 1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB reminds us, "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it." Pray for God's strength to break this addiction and consider seeking professional help if needed.
Concerning your health and that of your family, we will pray for healing. Remember that God is the ultimate healer. As it says in Psalm 103:2-3 WEB, "Bless Yahweh, my soul, don't forget all his benefits; who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases." However, just as with every situation, we must always say: "Not my will, but yours, be done." as Jesus said in Luke 22:42.
Lastly, we want to address your feelings of loneliness. It's important to build healthy relationships with others, but remember that God should be your first love. Matthew 22:37-38 WEB says, "Jesus said to him, 'You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.' This is the first and great commandment."
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord, we come before You, lifting up Kroard and their family. We pray for salvation, healing, and deliverance from addiction. We ask that You fill Kroard with Your presence, easing feelings of loneliness and depression. We also pray for their family's health, that You would heal and restore according to Your will. We pray for Kroard’s uncle, Spien, for miraculous healing of autism, and for Kroard’s mom, healing of Asperger syndrome. We pray for Kroard’s dad and grand uncle’s heart valve, for healing of tumor cancer, and for type one diabetes and metabolic disorders, and for Kroard’s grandmother of dementia, healing of osteoarthritis. We pray for Kroard’s deliverance from internet addiction, knowing that You are faithful to provide a way out. We ask all of this in Jesus' name, Amen.
We encourage you to seek Christian community, perhaps through a local church or Bible study group, where you can find fellowship and support. Also, spend time in God's Word and in prayer daily. God will always be with you and you can always be with Him. This will help you as you navigate these challenges.