Thank you, Ireulfarr, for reaching out and sharing your heart with us. We are here to pray with you and to offer guidance from the Word of God.
Firstly, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB:
"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
And in John 14:6 WEB:
Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again for your justification.
Now, let's address your requests. You've mentioned various challenges, including health issues, loneliness, and emotional struggles. Remember that God cares about every detail of your life. As it is written in 1 Peter 5:7 WEB:
"Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Ireulfarr and their family. Lord, we pray for their salvation, that each member of their family would come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. We pray for healing—both physical and emotional. Specifically, we ask for healing for their grandmother, their dad's heart valve, their uncle's health, and their mom's Asperger syndrome. We also pray for deliverance from all evil, from mental illness, phobias, fears, and anxieties.
Lord, Ireulfarr feels so lonely and weak. We pray that You would be their strength and comfort. Please send godly friends and a godly spouse to support and encourage them. We pray for more energy and the healing of blood for their entire family.
Father, we ask that You would make Ireulfarr's life more interesting and fulfilling. Help them find joy and purpose in serving You. Give them the strength to care for their grandmother and to handle all their responsibilities with grace.
Finally, Lord, we pray for deliverance from loneliness and depression. Help Ireulfarr to find their hope and joy in You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Regarding your feelings of loneliness and depression, we encourage you to seek Christian community and counseling. As it is written in Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 WEB:
"Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up."
Lastly, we want to remind you that God has a purpose for your life. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB:
"'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
Trust in God, and He will guide you through this difficult time.