Dear all,
Yesterday my niece came with her husband and she/he instead me to come to their house to live with one of my handicap nephew to live at their house some 25 kilometers from the place where I live now.
As I told you before that I had illicit relation with the mother (my elder sister in law) of the niece who came to me yesterday. Both she and her husband wanted me to take along with them yesterday only.
I told them that tomorrow I have kept a prayer meeting of the rented house ( I brought many hiusehold items yesterday) only to get this ultimatum yesterday I took for myself and my nephew (handicap - whose mother went to be with the Lord on 24th July, 2020).
I am scheduled to go to their place tomorrow. This husband of my niece once said that I should not get married ( perhaps with my sister in law perhaps I had illicit relation with the younger sister of Priest/Pastor- very pious) ) his father (priest/pastor (pious) said the same thing) . I did not get married till date even though I am 64 and more than 7 months old.
I have sinned in thought, words and deed. I did not believed fully in God/Bible. I continued my life in wrongful manner.
Today I have reduced my weight by 9-10 kg. as also my sister in law who already lives at the residence of my niece and her mother. My sister in law is also having protein leak from her only kidney. One kidney was removed in 2007.
Even though now I fully believe in God/Bible. I daily read Bible, pray and Sing praises to God. But necessary peace and joy eludes me.
GOD HELP ME COME OUT OF THE PRESENT GRIM SITUATION. ONLY GOD CAN DO SOMETHING. HE CAN RESTORE ME/US THE LOST GROUND.
KINDLY PRAY AND ADVICE URGENTLY.
Yesterday my niece came with her husband and she/he instead me to come to their house to live with one of my handicap nephew to live at their house some 25 kilometers from the place where I live now.
As I told you before that I had illicit relation with the mother (my elder sister in law) of the niece who came to me yesterday. Both she and her husband wanted me to take along with them yesterday only.
I told them that tomorrow I have kept a prayer meeting of the rented house ( I brought many hiusehold items yesterday) only to get this ultimatum yesterday I took for myself and my nephew (handicap - whose mother went to be with the Lord on 24th July, 2020).
I am scheduled to go to their place tomorrow. This husband of my niece once said that I should not get married ( perhaps with my sister in law perhaps I had illicit relation with the younger sister of Priest/Pastor- very pious) ) his father (priest/pastor (pious) said the same thing) . I did not get married till date even though I am 64 and more than 7 months old.
I have sinned in thought, words and deed. I did not believed fully in God/Bible. I continued my life in wrongful manner.
Today I have reduced my weight by 9-10 kg. as also my sister in law who already lives at the residence of my niece and her mother. My sister in law is also having protein leak from her only kidney. One kidney was removed in 2007.
Even though now I fully believe in God/Bible. I daily read Bible, pray and Sing praises to God. But necessary peace and joy eludes me.
GOD HELP ME COME OUT OF THE PRESENT GRIM SITUATION. ONLY GOD CAN DO SOMETHING. HE CAN RESTORE ME/US THE LOST GROUND.
KINDLY PRAY AND ADVICE URGENTLY.