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colleennew
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As I been praying, it seems even worse. I have messed up everything good and decent in my life. My Husband is dead, my son doesnt know what love is ,is in Prison , I am unable to pay my daughters University fees even though she has 6 distingintions and she seves the lord faithfully, My youngest gaughter 13yrs , detests me , because the grass is long , the swimming pool pump isnt working and I didnt put her High school applications in first, I drive too fast , Im fat , and miserable, and dont know how to cook , according to her. Ive messed up so much , i am such a mess and I wish I could just die. Im Lonely , no one wants to be with me and I am not even doing my work effectively even though I have done this for 25 yrs. Oh god why am I on this eatrth , please just end my life . All I do is distroy others.