Fellford
Disciple of Prayer
Hi Thank you to you strangers for taking the time to consider me in prayer. Life has caught up due to various reasons. I’m not sure where I went wrong or if indeed I did go wrong but my business has went from very busy to nearly stop and I’ve fallen into very high anxiety/depression etc. I’ve been with my local mental health team and all my close christian friends are praying for me. I have it all, super wife, 3 amazing kids and I’m surrounded by love, always have been. But when I was young something happened that connected life with money and business through my successful father. I’ve always lent on him. He died 23 years ago, I’m now 54. I’ve had 6 breakdowns since I was 25 years of age. Anyway I’ve been very ill for 2 months now and have had times when I wanted to take my own life. I just need my life back. It’s complicated but a friend told me to get others to pray when I couldnt pray myself so that’s why I’m on this site with my request for God to give me peace and happiness because I have none at the moment. I’m better in the evenings but the 1st 1/2 of the day is horrible. Please pray that God will give me WISDOM, PEACE, LOVE and CONTENTMENT, not just for me but for my family. I want Jesus to use my family and me. I’ve very little work to do at the moment and it’s really hard to say the least. Please help, please pray, As I actually think my life is dependent on it. God Bless you all CGD