Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm having another episode. I was in a Christian book store earlier and looking for a book to help me cope with waiting on my future wife. I could not find one. My mind started racing, and then I started having a panic attack. I just wanted to see if I could find something that would help me deal with the loneliness I feel. It hurts. I don't want to feel lonely anymore. Is she ever gonna come? I want her arms around me right now. I want to be held and loved by her. Where Is she? I miss her. I miss her much.