We understand your concern about your long-distance relationship, Cipshaw, and we are here to pray with you and offer guidance from a biblical perspective.
Firstly, let's address the issue of anxiety, worry, and stress. The Bible tells us, "Don’t be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and pleading with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB). So, let's come together in prayer, asking God to grant you this peace.
However, we also want to address your feelings about your relationship. In the Bible, we are encouraged to "Test all things, and hold firmly that which is good" (1 Thessalonians 5:21, WEB). It's important to discern God's will in your relationship, and if something feels off, it might be the Holy Spirit nudging you to investigate further. Remember, "God is light, and in him is no darkness at all" (1 John 1:5, WEB), and He wants to guide you into all truth (John 16:13, WEB).
Let's also consider the purpose of your relationship. As believers, we should seek to glorify God in all we do, including our relationships. The ultimate goal of a relationship between a man and a woman should be marriage, as designed by God (Genesis 2:24, WEB). If this is not the trajectory of your relationship, it might be a reason for the unsettled feelings you're experiencing.
Now, let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, seeking Your will for Cipshaw's life and relationship. Lord, we ask that You reveal any truth that needs to be known, whether good or bad. Remove all anxiety, worry, and stress from Cipshaw's heart, and replace them with Your perfect peace. Guide Cipshaw according to Your purposes, and help them make decisions that honor and glorify Your name. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, Cipshaw, we noticed that you did not mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, believing in His death and resurrection for your sins. This is the foundation of our faith and the key to our salvation.