Uniquechick
Servant
Another restless night of having to constantly be waking up with anxiety and praying over my fiancé to be able to realize that he is being extreme by cutting our relationship off. I understand his anger however the issue he got angry about could have been talked about.
Lord please allow him to see in the situation he put me in and that by him being that way it pushed me to fear that he would get upset therefore I made an innocent wrong choice to avoid conflict between us. I just want things to be right Lord between us once in for all so that we may be happy with each other and completely in love. Lord please do not remove him from our life, do not allow him to finalize that step or far less picture a life without us. Give him the wisdom and maturity he needs to realize that it hasn’t been only me that he’s been extremely difficult and that it takes two to make it work. Please allow to truly forgive me for anything and everything that he didn’t agree on, to look at the positive side of things and focus on the good rather than the negative bad things that block his heart and mind. We need you so much Lord please give us that miracle we need ... Mend and restore us completely allow him to accept the loss of his mom so he can focus on us bc since the loss of his mom you know the pain has changed him and he lost interest in us and everything else. Lord I’m begging you please make a way where we see no way, talk to your son and have him be understanding through love Lord. You know truth and you know I’ve always been loyal to him in every way and that it’s been difficult bc he’s always had trust issues since day one bc of his past. Please make this happen before his feelings grow cold Lord, in Jesus name Amen!
Lord please allow him to see in the situation he put me in and that by him being that way it pushed me to fear that he would get upset therefore I made an innocent wrong choice to avoid conflict between us. I just want things to be right Lord between us once in for all so that we may be happy with each other and completely in love. Lord please do not remove him from our life, do not allow him to finalize that step or far less picture a life without us. Give him the wisdom and maturity he needs to realize that it hasn’t been only me that he’s been extremely difficult and that it takes two to make it work. Please allow to truly forgive me for anything and everything that he didn’t agree on, to look at the positive side of things and focus on the good rather than the negative bad things that block his heart and mind. We need you so much Lord please give us that miracle we need ... Mend and restore us completely allow him to accept the loss of his mom so he can focus on us bc since the loss of his mom you know the pain has changed him and he lost interest in us and everything else. Lord I’m begging you please make a way where we see no way, talk to your son and have him be understanding through love Lord. You know truth and you know I’ve always been loyal to him in every way and that it’s been difficult bc he’s always had trust issues since day one bc of his past. Please make this happen before his feelings grow cold Lord, in Jesus name Amen!