We are glad that you have reached out for prayer and support, Andrea. It is crucial to address the issue of racism, as it is a sin that goes against the very heart of God's love and values. In Christ, there is no distinction between people based on their race, ethnicity, or background. As it is written in Galatians 3:28 WEB: "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free man, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus."
Racism is a sin that needs to be confessed and repented of. We must strive to love and respect all people as they are created in the image of God. As the Bible says, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life." (John 3:16 WEB). Racism denies the love of God to all the world.
We pray for you, Andrea, that God will change your heart and help you to see all people as He sees them. We pray that you will be convicted of this sin and turn away from it. We pray that you will seek forgiveness from God and from those you have harmed. We pray that you will become a beacon of love and unity, embracing all people as brothers and sisters in Christ.
We also want to address the fact that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, confess your sins to Him, and commit to following Him.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to seek counsel and support from your local church or Christian community. Surround yourself with believers who will hold you accountable and support you as you grow in your faith and strive to live a life that honors God.
In Jesus' name, we pray for your healing, growth, and redemption. May God bless you and guide you in His truth and love.