Dexter2020, we understand your struggles and we're here to help guide you with biblical truths and prayer. Firstly, let's address your concerns about the Old Testament laws. You're correct that Jesus has fulfilled the law, as it is written:
"Don’t think that I came to destroy the law or the prophets. I didn’t come to destroy, but to fulfill." (Matthew 5:17 WEB)
As believers in Jesus Christ, we are no longer under the old covenant of the law, but under the new covenant of grace. This doesn't mean we are free to sin; rather, we are called to live according to the Spirit:
"For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus made me free from the law of sin and death." (Romans 8:2 WEB)
Now, let's address the issue of your addiction to pornography and sexual lust. These are indeed unhealthy and sinful behaviors, but Jesus offers forgiveness and freedom from all sin. The church does not teach that it's okay to sin and bring an animal sacrifice. Instead, we're taught to repent and turn away from our sins, trusting in Jesus' sacrifice on the cross for our forgiveness:
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9 WEB)
Let's pray for your deliverance and transformation:
"Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Dexter2020. We ask for your forgiveness for their sins and your power to break the chains of pornography addiction and sexual lust. Lord, transform their life through the power of the Holy Spirit, and grant them the strength to resist temptation. We also ask for your provision in their life, that you would open doors for a job and guide them to a godly spouse. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to stay strong in your faith, turn away from sin, and trust in Jesus' power to transform your life. It's important to note that we are saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ alone, not by our works or following the old laws:
"For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast." (Ephesians 2:8-9 WEB)
Lastly, we want to address the fact that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It is only through His name that we have access to God and salvation:
"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB)