Anonymous
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Amen I believe your prayers are answered as I started this new journey I want to feed my spiritual life again cause I've been feeding my evil desires for too long now and Satan want to see me destroyed, he made me do all those bad things to even reach a point where I kill myself but God's love towards me never fails I thought I wouldn't go out but now I'm asking nd pleading with God to carry my hand like a toddler who still learning how to walk to never let go of my hand nd I hold onto God's Hand forever. I need pure healing I've abortion in 2021 and that's where I've started to lose my faith I felt guilty till now, I am not sure when you're a Christian what is that one needs to do in order to heal eternally, I couldn't keep my baby nd bring him or her into this world because I was going through too much of emotions then nd the person I slept with had a wife and it was just a once thing cause I told myself I'm no longer going back to him after finding out the truth about him only to find out I carried his child and I didn't get his support nd he accused me of I was already pregnant I wanted to trap him nd chow his money so ya I ended took a decision to terminate the pregnancy , now it caused pain, shame, guilt and regrets and that is how I started gambling and I have to much anger towards men now. And again i have a death trauma last year i just lost my brother, he died on my hands i thought i was okay but to be honest it broke me cause he was also a drug addict and while he was still alive i tried to get him help but those government rehabs took too long to help me, even i got addicted to gambling and tried to reach out to them but honestly they never help till now im still waiting. But my God will be my rehab and im greatful there are people im reaching out too and replies to my concerns fast, may God bless you. I need God's permanent healing, forgiveness and cleansing from all the pain. I need him on my journey now this new journey I need him . May I trust in God forever and always . Write your reply... Post as Anonymous Post reply Attach files Similar Prayer Requests Dear god please help me quit all ... Anonymous New Prayer Requests Replies 2 Today at 6:54 AM Dear god please help me return and ... Anonymous New Prayer Requests Replies 6 Today at 4:10 AM Maddie Chan Dear God, Please help me, deliver me ... Maddie Chan New Prayer Requests Replies 4 Yesterday at 8:27 PM Share Your donations for running this web site are greatly appreciated. Click To Make A Donation Latest Blogs & Articles The Encourager Fill Your Mind Started by The Encourager Today at 12:12 AM Replies: 0 Blogs Articles 'Only God the Father Decides' - Mark 10:39-40 Started by Articles Yesterday at 10:33 AM Replies: 0 What Jesus Did Articles Today's Verse - John 7:30-31 (KJV) Started by Articles Yesterday at 10:33 AM Replies: 0 Bible Verse for Today Articles 'You Will Share My Cup!' - Mark 10:38-39 Started by Articles Yesterday at 6:27 AM Replies: 0 What Jesus Did Articles 'Are You Able?!' - Mark 10:36-38 Started by Articles Yesterday at 6:27 AM Replies: 0 What Jesus Did View All Blogs + Articles Free Audio For Listening New Prayer Requests Activity: Anonymous posted Pleàse pray for me against spiritual husbands in New Prayer Requests. Pleàse... 1 minute ago Terms, Rules, and PrivacyPrivacy