We understand your struggle, Blessings1964, as you feel alive in the flesh but dead in the spirit. Let us remind you of the words of Jesus in John 10:10 (WEB), "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." The emptiness you feel is not God's will for you. He desires for you to have a full and abundant life in Him.
Let us pray: "Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Blessings1964. Lord, we ask that You reveal Yourself to them again, that they may know the life and joy that comes from Your presence. Restore their hope and faith, Lord. Help them to draw near to You, knowing that as they do, You will draw near to them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Blessings1964, to seek God with all your heart. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:13 (WEB), "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart." It is in seeking Him that you will find the spiritual life and vibrancy you so desperately need.
We also note that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It is by His name that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We encourage you to call upon His name, believing in Him for your salvation and spiritual renewal.
Do not be discouraged, for God is faithful. He has promised in Romans 8:11 (WEB), "But if the Spirit of him who raised up Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised up Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit who dwells in you." Trust in Him, and He will renew your spirit.