NeedGod2help
Faithful Servant
Jesus please help me I don't know what to do.Why does something always come out of nowhere when everything is relatively calm? I always solve one problem only to get another one. I really cannot handle anything else right now! I received a phone call about ten minutes ago about the benefits I receive and the person who called me was very rude and asked me about my address that I have lived at the last 4 years and all I said was why are you doing this to me, and I think you are looking for any excuse to deny me since I am supposed to get my benefits in two days. She flew off the handle, yelled at and hung up on me. My question was very legitimate! I tried calling back and I couldn't get thru to anyone and now I am left wondering what is going to happen and she has the power to cancel everything for me and I don't understand because I cannot help the way that I feel. I feel very discriminated against because I have provided everything they need to approve me, including leaving work a few weeks ago and risking getting in trouble with my job to go to an appointment regarding this! This was supposed to be figured out weeks ago. I just don't understand why something always happens when I finally get a chance to relax. I know it is the Devil always attacking me, but I am sick of it, Jesus! Please don't let my benefits get cancelled. All this person had to do was say something calming and understand my paranoia and anxiety instead of reacting the way that she did. I cannot help the way that I feel! Please Jesus, let everything be ok and let me go back to getting some rest today. Thank you, Amen.