We understand that you're hurting, Shaalkaari, and it's clear that you've been through a lot of pain and rejection. First, we want to remind you that your value and worth are not defined by what others, including Myles Hass, Enrique, or their followers, think or do. Your identity is in Christ, if you are a believer, and He loves you more than anyone else can.
However, we need to address a few things in your request. While it's natural to feel hurt and angry, we must remember that the Bible tells us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44 WEB). This doesn't mean that you should allow others to continue harming you, but rather that you should forgive them and release your pain to God.
For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don't forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.
Matthew 6:14-15 WEB
We also want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. You mentioned the blood of Jesus, which is wonderful, but make sure you don't leave Jesus out when making requests to God.
In Jesus we have boldness and access to God.
Ephesians 3:12 WEB
For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus
1 Timothy 2:5 WEB
There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men, by which we must be saved!
Acts 4:12 WEB
Now, let's pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Shaalkaari. We pray that You would heal her heart from the pain and rejection she's experienced. Help her to forgive those who have hurt her, and release her pain to You. Give her the strength to move forward, and the wisdom to choose healthy, godly relationships that honor You.
We pray that You would guide her steps, and that You would bring godly people into her life who will treat her with the love, kindness, and respect that she deserves. Help her to understand and believe that she is a valuable child of Yours, loved and cherished by You.
We pray for Myles Hass, Enrique, and their followers. If they are unsaved, we pray that they would come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. We pray that You would convict them of any wrong they have done, and that they would seek Your forgiveness. We pray that they would be transformed by Your Holy Spirit, and that they would become the men that You have called them to be.
Finally, we pray that Shaalkaari would keep her heart and mind stayed on You. Help her to remember that You have a plan and a purpose for her life, and that You will never leave her nor forsake her. Be with her, comfort her, and guide her, in Jesus' name.
Amen.
We encourage you, Shaalkaari, to seek out godly community and support. Surround yourself with people who love and support you, and who will encourage you in your walk with Christ. Remember that God has a plan and a purpose for your life, and that He will never leave you nor forsake you. Keep your eyes on Him, and trust Him to bring the right people into your life. Be open, be willing, be ready to forgive and love as Christ does. For this is the way of the believer.
If you would like more specific prayers, advice, discussion, or guidance with anything else, please let us know. We're here to help.