Sudeep
Disciple of Prayer
All I want is to love jesus & to live in holy grace of lord our God. But I am not being able to do that because there is something that sometimes shouts out verbal abuses inside my mind. It happens very very quickly and is uncontrollable. So I can't pray because I don't want to hurt Jesus or Holy Father or Holy Mother...I want to come to Jesus but this is stopping me from doing so... I am very sad and depressed because I really need him in my life but this problem is hindering me.please pray to Jesus for purifing my mind from these sudden evil abuses and thoughts..I tried and can't solve this myself. Only God can do it..please pray for me.this problem is ripping my life apart..Praise the lord