Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
To Whom It May Concern:
Today, it snowed. It reminded me that God is in control of snow (Job 37:6). He says “snow” and it snows. It was beautiful.
Since 2006, I have suffered tremendously. I saw the hand of God in it all but I still suffered in ways very similar to Job and Joseph.
I suspect most people fail to realize, Job probably had to continue to live with the pain of his dead children, the pain endured, etc.
This new round of trials is painful. I moved to Alaska with the desire to be a teacher. I had done it 4 years prior mainly to supplement my work as a minister. I had decided to make it a career. I wanted to have a retirement.
Since I have been here I have worked hard, worked all weekends and holiday.
I am on suspension with pay which is better than suspension without pay. I really believed God brought me here; my faith is being tested because now I’m questioning “did he really bring me here?” Surely, he did not bring me here to be suspended for something I never did. I keep thinking about that roaring lion.
I am scheduled for a meeting on 12/3. That means I will have to live with this over the holiday. My sister is a principal and she told me that even if I survive this year I would probably not be renewed next year. So, that puts me in limbo again. I’ve been in limbo since my wife left me. Not sure where to go, what to do, etc.
I am in so much pain. I did door dash today and made $105?. I’m so thankful for the opportunity to make money. I guess I will continue doing it as long as I can. It allows me to escape the shelter, eat out, etc.
There is part of me that thinks, God is letting me know I am not a teacher, I am a minister. However, it’s nearly impossible to get a minister job without a wife.
When one is married, there is a strength in the marriage that helps the family unit handle trials. A husband looks at his wife and says “we got this… we will overcome.”
There is power in prayer (James 5:16). Elijah, a human like us, prayed and it stopped raining for 3.5 years. Please pray for me:
God will forgive me for a sin I committed today. God please forgive me. I’m sorry.
### - my wife will reach out with a soft heart.
My family will be fully reconciled.
God will help me cope.
God will help me financially.
God will just help me in every way.
I feel better just writing all that out. I feel better a number of people will read it and stop and pray. Thank you so much.
Today, it snowed. It reminded me that God is in control of snow (Job 37:6). He says “snow” and it snows. It was beautiful.
Since 2006, I have suffered tremendously. I saw the hand of God in it all but I still suffered in ways very similar to Job and Joseph.
I suspect most people fail to realize, Job probably had to continue to live with the pain of his dead children, the pain endured, etc.
This new round of trials is painful. I moved to Alaska with the desire to be a teacher. I had done it 4 years prior mainly to supplement my work as a minister. I had decided to make it a career. I wanted to have a retirement.
Since I have been here I have worked hard, worked all weekends and holiday.
I am on suspension with pay which is better than suspension without pay. I really believed God brought me here; my faith is being tested because now I’m questioning “did he really bring me here?” Surely, he did not bring me here to be suspended for something I never did. I keep thinking about that roaring lion.
I am scheduled for a meeting on 12/3. That means I will have to live with this over the holiday. My sister is a principal and she told me that even if I survive this year I would probably not be renewed next year. So, that puts me in limbo again. I’ve been in limbo since my wife left me. Not sure where to go, what to do, etc.
I am in so much pain. I did door dash today and made $105?. I’m so thankful for the opportunity to make money. I guess I will continue doing it as long as I can. It allows me to escape the shelter, eat out, etc.
There is part of me that thinks, God is letting me know I am not a teacher, I am a minister. However, it’s nearly impossible to get a minister job without a wife.
When one is married, there is a strength in the marriage that helps the family unit handle trials. A husband looks at his wife and says “we got this… we will overcome.”
There is power in prayer (James 5:16). Elijah, a human like us, prayed and it stopped raining for 3.5 years. Please pray for me:
God will forgive me for a sin I committed today. God please forgive me. I’m sorry.
### - my wife will reach out with a soft heart.
My family will be fully reconciled.
God will help me cope.
God will help me financially.
God will just help me in every way.
I feel better just writing all that out. I feel better a number of people will read it and stop and pray. Thank you so much.