Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
Greetings from Alaska, I believe in the “power of prayer”(James 5:16); it’s the reason I keep requesting your prayers. I am truly grateful for every time you have prayed for me. TY. I am still amazed, God brought me back to AK. I prayed 2-3 hrs every day. I sent prob 500 resumes from Maine to Hawaii. I prob sent 100 resumes all around AK for every job from janitor work to chaplaincy to engineering. The only job offer I received was teaching school and coaching b-ball here at this location. The irony, my middle son used to play his soccer games at this school. I now have a key to that very gym as I am the varsity basketball coach. I can see him in my mind’s eye. Yesterday, our team traveled to a local school. It was the very court where my daughter played her games. I sat very near to the spot my wife and I sat together. I used to hold her hand while she moved to her seat. I coached our team to victory 43-35. What is God doing? Why did he give me this job? Why am I here? God could have given me that job in Maine, Arizona or Ketchikan, AK. For some reason, God gave me this one. Please God help me to see and know. Please God, give me wisdom if there is anything I need to do. Please God, open the necessary doors for reconciliation. Please God, I am exhausted. Please turn my weeping to “joy in the morning”. Please turn my mourning into dancing. As I’ve said before, I read the Psalms 13x in the last year. They were such a blessing, a B-12 shot to my soul. God gives us blessings because he knows we will tell others. Our faith can inspire others to seek God (Ps 105:4). I can be very weak. I love going to sleep. I slip into sleep and my problems go away. I then wake up and it’s like they have a race to see how quickly they can get back to me. It’s the reason, I’m so weak in the morning. It’s the dreams and just waking to realize I’m still walking in a form of Hell. It’s so painful. I ask you to continue praying for me. It’s cold here (-15 to -50). One must plan ahead in everything. I need a place to live. I am still in the shelter. Last night, 2-3 people near me were talking about someone stealing their “weed”. The previous night, I saw one guy had an ankle bracelet. Please God get me out of here. I “trust” God put me here for the time being. Maybe it’s part of God helping me be more like Jesus. Thank you for all your prayers. As a veteran, they will help me with first month and last month rent… they will pay deposits and help me get a bed, dishes, etc. the only stipulation is it needs to be a 1-Br and it can’t be a dry cabin. I have not found anything yet. I keep praying God will give me the perfect place. Again, thank you for praying for me. I pray 2-3 hrs a day normally. I have seen so many prayers answered. TY for helping me in prayer. Heaven will be worth it all.