Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
This morning it was -25 F. Thank God my “beater with a heater” started. I was so thankful! Someone at the shelter took my iPhone charger. Thankfully, I had a spare in the van. I contacted the hotel and they said I could check in at noon. I had planned on using my reward points to celebrate Thanksgiving outside the shelter. I decided to do DoorDash to pay for anything I needed for Thanksgiving. I easily made $50 due to request for the grocery store items. I then checked in the hotel. The temperature is -29°F. I found myself watching the movie. It’s a wonderful life, I’ve seen it, but never really focused on it. It seem to resemble me as I have often wished God would just take me or that I had never been born. I know that my service in the kingdom has resulted in numerous numbers of people being saved in Christ , my life is not been lived in vain. I’m the kind of father that wants days like today to be very special for everyone. I’m the kind of person that would drive 50 miles round-trip to purchase certain items to make the day more special. I miss my family so much , my heart aches for them. I keep praying fervently that her heart will be softened. She needs to have a Jonah moment to help realign her thinking the prodigal son “came to himself”. The good news yesterday about the three men released from Chinese custody has given me a lot of strength. Someone on this thread commented about the timing of the news and how I heard it and it inspired me, God’s timing is always perfect, I must trust him. I appreciate all your prayers, thank you. Each one means a lot to me. I know there’s power in prayer and I trust that God is working. I’m so thankful that I can stay in the hotel for two days and I’m thankful that checkout is much later than most hotels at 4:00 PM, so it’s like three days into two days. I’m so grateful that I can stay for free in this beautiful hotel. Monday will be here soon and at 8:30 in the morning I will meet with HR and learn my fate or what will happen next I have already decided to let God will be done, no matter what the result may be , if I lose my job, so be it. If I keep my job, then I will dedicate myself 100% to be the best teacher and coach that I can be. Obviously, if I have no job, then my only means of support is DoorDash, so I will continue in it. I will pray, fervently and fast and trust that God will lead me. He will lead me to stay here or move back to Texas at my dad‘s house. I am a Christian and I have served God most of my adult life. I would prefer to be teaching and preaching and teaching science; however, I view my classroom as an opportunity to plant the seed. I always make it clear to them that I do not believe in evolution and that I am a Christian , I will continue to do that no matter the result. I often pray for wisdom that I can say and do things that will cause people to look to God. One thing I hope to do is to find a large picture of a baby in the womb so that all of my eighth graders will see it every day and think twice before they ever think of having an abortion in future. We live in a simple world with so many temptations. May God help us turn this nation around and direct more people to know and love, God. I am truly grateful for anyone and everyone that has taken my name or my wife’s name, Kai, or my request to the throne of grace and mercy. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! God bless…