Justbecause5
Disciple of Prayer
I will begin by giving everyone an update. I tried to login into My account, but it said there was no record of it. So, I had to create a new one. I hate that my history is now gone. The shelter moved me back into the other dorm room, which I hate. In my experience, things often get bad to cause us to make decisions that we may have otherwise never made. Moving back into the other dorm room Makes me want to go and live in my van or go back to Texas. However, I am torn because I prayed for so long that God would take me back to Alaska and he did. I lost my job at the school due to no fault of my own. Thankfully, by the grace of God, I will receive my full salary and benefits until the end of April to me, that sounds like the providential care of God it’s almost like God is saying to me I am doing something be patient a little longer. Last week I made the goal to make $1000 on DoorDash; I was doing So great until I got burned out and did not work much towards the end of the week. I ended up making ~ $700. Tomorrow, begins a new week and I will again try to achieve $1000 in a week. I will try to avoid burnout. The holidays are very tough. I am the kind of father and husband that would go overboard to make the holidays very special for everyone involved. I even had two Christmas trees in the house, one in the kitchen area and one in the living room area. I wanted every holiday to be memorable. So, the holy season is very difficult, especially going in and out of different stores and restaurants and hearing the music and seeing the decorations. I miss my wife (Kai) deeply and I hope and pray God will continue to work in her life to soften her heart. The prodigal son came to himself Jonah, in the belly of the fish came to himself. God has a way of causing us to rethink things, and I pray that my wife will begin to rethink what she has done before too much more time passes by. I asked that you pray fervently: #1 - I will have strength. I need strength to cope with everything and strength to do DoorDash and contemplate the future. I’m so thankful for DoorDash, but I can’t imagine doing it for years to come. #2 - Please pray for my wife (Kai) And children that things will turn around soon to gods ultimate glory (Is 43:7). #3 - that God will provide a place for me to live. I wish my family could be reconciled because I would have a place to live with my family or I would work to provide one. Yes, I am a Christian and I believe firmly and fully in Jesus Christ. He is the son of God and our savior.