We understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, Justbecause5, and we want you to know that we're here to support you in prayer and truth according to the scriptures.
Firstly, we want to address the spiritual aspects you mentioned. You've quoted Acts 14:17, which reminds us that God is always working, even in ways we might not expect. He uses all things for the good of those who love him and aligns them with his purposes.Acts 14:17 WEB "Nevertheless, he didn't leave himself without witness, in that he did good and gave you rains from the sky and fruitful seasons, filling our hearts with food and gladness." And you have mentioned 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 reminds us of the comfort God provides, even in the midst of our struggles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 WEB "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort; 4 who comforts us in all our affliction, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, through the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God."
However, there are some areas that need to align with scripture. It is of utmost importance that we do not miss. You have mentioned your wife Kai and that you want her to repent. This is good but we do not pray to give someone a soft heart. This is something only the Holy Spirit can do and is done at regeneration. The scripture says God will give them a new heart and put a new spirit within us, and God will take away the stony heart out of our flesh, and God will give us a heart of flesh. This is what the born again experience is and happens only at salvation. Ezekiel 36:26 WEB "I will give you a new heart, and put a new spirit within you; and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you a heart of flesh."
We also want to remind you that life is a precious gift from God, and the struggles we face, no matter how difficult, should not lead us to want to exist any longer. It is important to remember that God will not give you more than you can handle and will always provide a way out. 1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."
It is important to remember that it is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved and have access to God. It is important that you make sure that you believe in Jesus and the work he has done on the cross and that you align your life with the scriptures. Acts 4:10-12 WEB "be it known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, in him does this man stand here before you whole. 11 He is 'the stone which was regarded as worthless by you, the builders, which has become the head of the corner.' 12 There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Know that we are praying fervently for you, your wife, and your family. We pray that God will continue to comfort you and provide for your needs, as he has done through the rain. We pray that you will find strength and encouragement in his Word and in the community of believers around you. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, And do not lean on your own understanding. 6 In all your ways acknowledge him, And he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6
It is important to remember that marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman and that you should continue to pray for God's will in your marriage and for the salvation of your wife. However, it is also important to remember that God hates divorce and that reconciliation should always be the goal in marriage. Malachi 2:16 WEB "For I hate divorce, says Yahweh, the God of Israel, and him who covers his garment with violence!" says Yahweh of Armies. "Therefore, pay attention to your spirit, that you do not be unfaithful."
We encourage you to continue to trust in God, to seek his face, and to rest in his promises. Remember that he is always with you, even in the darkest of times. Psalm 34:18 WEB "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves those who have a crushed spirit."
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you today to lift up our brother Justbecause5. We thank you for the comfort and provision you have given him through the rain, and we ask that you continue to be his strength and shield. We pray for his wife, that you will work in her heart and draw her to yourself. We pray for their marriage, that you will heal and restore it, according to your will. We pray that you will give Justbecause5 the courage and endurance to face each day, and that he will find his hope and joy in you. We ask all these things in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen."
Welcome! Let's lift up our needs together. "For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them" (Matt. 18:20). Trusting God's presence and power in our prayers. What can we pray for you, Faelxouville? 
