Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
Greetings from Alaska!
As I type this prayer request, I am on the fifth floor of a hotel overlooking the Chena River. It is 6:28 am and will be dark at least 3 more hours; it’s Alaska.
It has been nice staying in a hotel for two days. I am very tired of the SHELTER and thankfully I have a lot of points that allow me to stay here a few days for free.
Yes, the out of the nowhere paid-suspension has been a blessing in disguise. I have gotten some much needed rest; it’s like a paid vacation. Of course the reality is, I may be out of a job on December 3.
I was so confident God moved me here. I had prayed endlessly, etc. Why would God move me here to a job I would lose (no fault of my own) a few months later? It makes no sense. It “seems”, God would move me here, help me get established, etc.
I woke up a few minutes ago…. dreams. I woke up very sad and hopeless. It’s the holiday season. I am the kind of husband and father that seeks to make the holidays memorable and special. It’s so tough seeing the holiday decorations and hearing the songs, etc. They mean so little without a family.
I know God can turn all this around immediately. I believe He can; however, I do not know if He will. If I lose my job, my only real option is to move back to Texas, which puts me 5000 miles away once again from my family. Surely, God will intervene.
My wife (Kai) has done some bad things to me, but I stand prepared to forgive her, and love her and treat her like none of this ever happened. I’ve always been a forgiving person. I asked that you pray for my wife’s heart so that it will be softened, and she will seek me and find me. I am here; it’s the reason I pleaded with God to bring me back to Alaska. I am here.
I do not know what God is doing. I have looked endlessly for a place to live, but I cannot find one. The veteran group agreed to help me, but I cannot find a place that meets their criteria. If I could, then they would pay $3-5,000 to get me into the house. Why hasn’t God provided that place? I don’t know.
In 2009, God gave me the absolute best place to live. I prayed for it and God gave it to me. At the time, I had no job and I still got the incredible, perfect apartment. I can’t imagine a better place to live. so, I know God can provide the absolute perfect place for me to live. I wish he would do it now. Please God provide that perfect place, please get me out of the shelter.
I love God with all my heart. I am imperfect and I deserve nothing. God, I need you, please guide my steps. Please reconcile my family. Please show me what to do, where to go, how to serve , etc. even if it means NOT teaching; I’ll do door dash. Show me God. Here am I Lord, send me.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Thank you for praying on my behalf.
As I type this prayer request, I am on the fifth floor of a hotel overlooking the Chena River. It is 6:28 am and will be dark at least 3 more hours; it’s Alaska.
It has been nice staying in a hotel for two days. I am very tired of the SHELTER and thankfully I have a lot of points that allow me to stay here a few days for free.
Yes, the out of the nowhere paid-suspension has been a blessing in disguise. I have gotten some much needed rest; it’s like a paid vacation. Of course the reality is, I may be out of a job on December 3.
I was so confident God moved me here. I had prayed endlessly, etc. Why would God move me here to a job I would lose (no fault of my own) a few months later? It makes no sense. It “seems”, God would move me here, help me get established, etc.
I woke up a few minutes ago…. dreams. I woke up very sad and hopeless. It’s the holiday season. I am the kind of husband and father that seeks to make the holidays memorable and special. It’s so tough seeing the holiday decorations and hearing the songs, etc. They mean so little without a family.
I know God can turn all this around immediately. I believe He can; however, I do not know if He will. If I lose my job, my only real option is to move back to Texas, which puts me 5000 miles away once again from my family. Surely, God will intervene.
My wife (Kai) has done some bad things to me, but I stand prepared to forgive her, and love her and treat her like none of this ever happened. I’ve always been a forgiving person. I asked that you pray for my wife’s heart so that it will be softened, and she will seek me and find me. I am here; it’s the reason I pleaded with God to bring me back to Alaska. I am here.
I do not know what God is doing. I have looked endlessly for a place to live, but I cannot find one. The veteran group agreed to help me, but I cannot find a place that meets their criteria. If I could, then they would pay $3-5,000 to get me into the house. Why hasn’t God provided that place? I don’t know.
In 2009, God gave me the absolute best place to live. I prayed for it and God gave it to me. At the time, I had no job and I still got the incredible, perfect apartment. I can’t imagine a better place to live. so, I know God can provide the absolute perfect place for me to live. I wish he would do it now. Please God provide that perfect place, please get me out of the shelter.
I love God with all my heart. I am imperfect and I deserve nothing. God, I need you, please guide my steps. Please reconcile my family. Please show me what to do, where to go, how to serve , etc. even if it means NOT teaching; I’ll do door dash. Show me God. Here am I Lord, send me.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Thank you for praying on my behalf.