Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
If you have prayed for me or sent an encouraging word, thank you. Your prayers and words have given me a lot of strength. I “try” and be detailed in my request so people can pray with better understanding. I also like to point out blessings which I have done experienced despite the pain. Lately, a few people have made judgments (John 7:24) that did not help me. 1 - just because I did not mention Jesus does not mean I don’t acknowledge him (John 14:1-6; Acts 4:12). He is our Savior (Matt 1:21). 2 - my wife left me, I did not leave her. I love her deeply and I am pleading with God for reconciliation. 3 - I was suspended with pay due to NO fault of my own. A few minutes ago, prior to going back into the shelter, I was taking the Lord’s Supper (Acts 20:7) in my van. I believe in Jesus. I have been a Christian since I obeyed the gospel (Acts 2:36-41) in 1979. I believe God brought me back to Alaska. I am here teaching and coaching basketball. A week or so ago, I was told about a contract issue. I was suspended with pay (Thank God!). Tomorrow morning (8:30-9 AM AK), I will meet with HR to discuss the issue. The Union president (an attorney) and another Union attorney will be there with me. I have paperwork that proves there should be no issue. Please pray that all will go well and there are no issues. Satan is a “roaring lion” , I know there is a possibility I could lose my job. In 2009, I was the #1 agent at an insurance company. Due to a trivial issue, I lost my job. Looking back, I can see what God was doing. I ended up moving to a small congregation where I served ~ 6 years. I met some of the best Christians. Last Thursday, I used my reward points and checked into a nice hotel overlooking the Chema R. It cost me nothing. It got me out of the shelter. I knew the holiday would be very difficult on me. So - I wanted a nice place to relax, have privacy and just relax. Thankfully - I was allowed to check in at noon and then checkout at 4:00 pm. In all I was in the hotel for 3 nights. I am so thankful that God made that provision for me. As I write, I am back in the shelter, it’s not easy being here. I continue doing door dash. I made $2,003 in November which is not bad considering I only made $271 over 2 weeks. I “wonder” why God has led me to do DD. Maybe, he has given me an alternative income source. On Thursday afternoon (Thanksgiving), I received a lot of food from the family of my me of my basketball players. The family could have sent someone in with the “stuff” but they all came in to wish me “Happy Thanksgiving”. It meant a lot. Also - I was told all the boys (players) missed me. That meant a lot to me. I am exhausted. I have been in so much pain. I miss my family deeply. Please pray: 1. God will lead me and uphold me. I believe he brought me back to Alaska. 2. All will go well tomorrow. I’m hoping they will send me back to my classroom and team with all issues resolved. I’ve turned lemons into lemonade. Since, I was suspended (WED, 11/20), I have made $1,436 door dashing. I’m not bragging… God gave me strength to do it (Phil 4:13). Maybe someone reading this will be encouraged. 3. Kai - please pray for my wife. I hope her heart will be softened. I hope she will reach out with love and kindness. I keep asking God to lead me or guide me if there is anything I can do. 4. I have served God most of my adult life. I am confident God would rather me help a church than teach science and coach basketball. Let God’s will be done. 5. Place to live - God has still NOT opened up a house/apartment for me to live in. I keep praying and keep looking .. nothing so far. This is Alaska. In conclusion, please continue to pray. If losing my job is part of God’s plan then so be it. I trust Him!!! TY for all prayers, kind words, etc.