Justbecause5
Prayer Partner
I believe in the power of prayer (James 5:16); so I keep coming back to this site requesting it. The last three days have been incredibly tough on me. I have spent a lot of time in bed. The dreams have been so vivid. I have seen my children in my dreams. I continue to pray for the reconciliation of my family. I need strength. I seek strength through prayer, worship, and reading the proverbs and psalms. I have read the psalms over 20 times in the last year or so. Yesterday, in my worship, I reviewed all the things that God has done for me over the last year or so. I believe God brought me back to ###. I really believe it, but then there were times in which I doubt it. Surely, I thought God would have done something by now. I have 17 more days in the apartment and then I must move out. I have nowhere to go right now. I will live in my van. I have not worked since ###. I’ve not had any strength to go to DoorDash. That will have to change soon because I need money. I have served God most of my life. I am exhausted. If you’ve ever been through serious trials, you know what exhaustion is. I have applied for so many jobs. I’m confident God will provide the perfect job for me at the right time. However, I’m about to lose my apartment. The lady uses this apartment for Airbnb during the peak season where she gets $### a night. I think about Psalm 30 and weeping, turning into joy in the morning. I can only imagine what it would feel like for joy. I trust God. He’s asked me to pray without ceasing. He’s asked me to pray without fainting or giving up. I’m asking you also to pray for me and the things requested. Thank you. Likewise, I have prayed for you all.