ilove1214
Faithful Servant
Lol I had dreams that are kind of nightmares but kind of okay dreams of the same time like say I have a company Tom and a brother named John well see Tom is in my life like I want and he's doing everything that I could ever wind to be in my life and John is like well he's your type of cousin he's your type so let him be on your list and stuff like John denying him and put him down and stuff but at the same time he's cool with me I've been having weird dreams like that tonight LOL so they're like nightmares but at the same time they're like okay dreams and good in away I guess but okay like are they going to be nightmares or good haha lol I think it's Jesus testing my faith in another way too though to see if I still believe and have the faith and believe but in a more calmer suitable manner and way ........ But is scary still andIsn't this crazy yall and weird I don't believe in these dreams and I know they're not real but Now I had dreams where I was distance from all my friends and from all my family and I it cost to get a friend that cost to be able to be friends with people or to have any family or anything and then in the dreams God gave me everything that I don't want a written one like it was a nightmares and stuff but people came in my life I don't want in my life like my adopted family and my old work shop but yeah and the dream cost to get everything and and family and everything like private distance from my friends and family again in the dreams but I just pray that those dreams do not come through all those weird dreams like those weren't really nightmares and way back I still pray that they don't come through they all like me because being distance and being cost for everything in. That's kind of nightmare but by being calm that where it's not nightmare that I just hoping pray that those dreams don't come true I don't like them but yeah I was distance from my friends and family and everybody and it cost to get them but I was saying im not worry scared depressed about or afraid of nothing but I am now and But yeah even in a couple of dreams like a friend cousin didn't want to be a cousin to his own cousin / friend and some Friends distance thereselves from me and it cost for spiritual blessings and everything now but nothing was free not even a blessing from God that's what the dreams are about like to be a friend of someone to hang out with someone to talk to someone to be family to someone to get a blessing from God to have a relationship with God everything cost I don't don't want those dreams to be real or come true I'm worry and scared like would God really do that does he love me