Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello everybody, first I would like to begin sharing my story with you all of how many times I encountered the devil and what I should do because I feel constantly attacked by him.
It all began when I was a kid, we were at this church where many people faced so many miracles and that day as we were celebrating in the church the mother of Christ day, a lady came in screaming on top of her lungs, crying, she wanted to get out the church but she just couldn’t get out of the church. She was possessed. Now we all knew what was going on and interestingly enough, no one was scared, but now here it comes: I turned around to look, and the girl was already looking at me from afar and had this evil grin in her face, we made eye contact just for a second, then my mom turned around and said don’t look at her. I think since that day I have had no rest. I think whatever demon was in her, wanted me, the other girl was saved that day, but I was their new object!
Everything seemed fine for some time, but after a couple of months, as I was sleeping, someone got on top of me and tried to strangle me, I literally felt hands around my neck, I couldn’t understand anything that went on, because I didn’t see anything, I couldn’t breathe, I tried so hard to fight it, yet I couldn’t see anyone! Suddenly I felt a swoosh there, and it was gone. I wasn’t being strangled anymore, I could go back to sleep! I thought I was just seeing a dream, since I was so young I don’t know what that was. But then I woke up the next day and thought to myself, wow what a strange dream this was. Continued to go to the bathroom and the first thing I see in the bathroom mirror was, well believe it or not, my neck was red, in the form of fingers, as if someone was strangling me seconds ago! I knew that wasn’t a dream. But I went on with my life since I was a child I couldn’t yet fully understand it, so I chose to ignore it.
After some months, someone in the family, committed suicide, we were all together at our house, talking, grieving, some laughs here and there, mostly comforting each other. I was just across the door, I could see the hall directly, and as I turn my head to look, I see a shadow, a really dark shadow like a person going across the hall! I knew what it was but again I chose to ignore it!
The next encounter was, when I was seeing so many nightmares after a dream I saw, the same one for three days, a face, a dark face I don’t know how to describe it but it kind of resembles the face of Childish Gambino’s song or maybe it’s an album it’s called “Redbone”. It really resembles the face I saw so much! That face, would come to me all night tell me things I wouldn’t remember the next day but made me feel creepy and a little scared, the worst part was it would start laughing. This evil, evil laugh. After that I have had nightmares for years, always, I mean always with the devil.
I started to pray so much because I would not stop having these nightmares, I couldn’t sleep anymore, I developed a bad insomnia, so I sought protection from God, and suddenly I was free, they were gone! Praise the Lord
After a year or two, as I was sleeping in my room, my mattress suddenly lifted, I again thought I was dreaming, but it went down so aggressively that I understood that my mattress was really flying with me in it. I cried the whole night that time!
Before you say anything, I would like to clarify, that I also sought help from priests, I told them to put a prayer on me, perhaps bless me, maybe even an exorcism or something I didn’t know what they could do, and it pains me so much to say that, they have failed me! They didn’t believe me, thought I was delusional or I’m watching too many scary movies, since I was just a child, and they laughed at me, told me to go home and not watch so many scary movies! I was devastated no one would believe me, so I chose to ask God to save me for myself, I prayed so hard and a friend of mine prayed for me too and then the Lord saved me!
Now I don’t get these extreme cases anymore, but I still feel his presence sometimes, following me around, now I am not scared of him because I have built a relationship with God and I am safe, but every time I fall into sin, so many bad things happen to me, like someone is trying to manipulate my plans and is trying to see me fail the whole time! I know it’s the devil that does it, I can feel it! Now it’s trying to ruin every plan I have, and I am starting to grow so tired of it! I have been praying to God to make him leave me alone, I don’t know what God has planned, but I feel like God is not making him leave for a reason, I don’t know it’s weird, but I think I have some kind of power in me that I have yet to figure out, but there is something, that is making him wanting to get rid of me, I don’t know what it is yet! Do you get it?
Overall what I would like to say is, I need some advice, please teach me what I should do when the devil is attacking me! I know everyone is going to say to not sin anymore, and I do try but I am still a human being that sometimes falls into traps! Is there a prayer to protect me and just what should I do, cause I honestly am so tired!
It all began when I was a kid, we were at this church where many people faced so many miracles and that day as we were celebrating in the church the mother of Christ day, a lady came in screaming on top of her lungs, crying, she wanted to get out the church but she just couldn’t get out of the church. She was possessed. Now we all knew what was going on and interestingly enough, no one was scared, but now here it comes: I turned around to look, and the girl was already looking at me from afar and had this evil grin in her face, we made eye contact just for a second, then my mom turned around and said don’t look at her. I think since that day I have had no rest. I think whatever demon was in her, wanted me, the other girl was saved that day, but I was their new object!
Everything seemed fine for some time, but after a couple of months, as I was sleeping, someone got on top of me and tried to strangle me, I literally felt hands around my neck, I couldn’t understand anything that went on, because I didn’t see anything, I couldn’t breathe, I tried so hard to fight it, yet I couldn’t see anyone! Suddenly I felt a swoosh there, and it was gone. I wasn’t being strangled anymore, I could go back to sleep! I thought I was just seeing a dream, since I was so young I don’t know what that was. But then I woke up the next day and thought to myself, wow what a strange dream this was. Continued to go to the bathroom and the first thing I see in the bathroom mirror was, well believe it or not, my neck was red, in the form of fingers, as if someone was strangling me seconds ago! I knew that wasn’t a dream. But I went on with my life since I was a child I couldn’t yet fully understand it, so I chose to ignore it.
After some months, someone in the family, committed suicide, we were all together at our house, talking, grieving, some laughs here and there, mostly comforting each other. I was just across the door, I could see the hall directly, and as I turn my head to look, I see a shadow, a really dark shadow like a person going across the hall! I knew what it was but again I chose to ignore it!
The next encounter was, when I was seeing so many nightmares after a dream I saw, the same one for three days, a face, a dark face I don’t know how to describe it but it kind of resembles the face of Childish Gambino’s song or maybe it’s an album it’s called “Redbone”. It really resembles the face I saw so much! That face, would come to me all night tell me things I wouldn’t remember the next day but made me feel creepy and a little scared, the worst part was it would start laughing. This evil, evil laugh. After that I have had nightmares for years, always, I mean always with the devil.
I started to pray so much because I would not stop having these nightmares, I couldn’t sleep anymore, I developed a bad insomnia, so I sought protection from God, and suddenly I was free, they were gone! Praise the Lord

After a year or two, as I was sleeping in my room, my mattress suddenly lifted, I again thought I was dreaming, but it went down so aggressively that I understood that my mattress was really flying with me in it. I cried the whole night that time!
Before you say anything, I would like to clarify, that I also sought help from priests, I told them to put a prayer on me, perhaps bless me, maybe even an exorcism or something I didn’t know what they could do, and it pains me so much to say that, they have failed me! They didn’t believe me, thought I was delusional or I’m watching too many scary movies, since I was just a child, and they laughed at me, told me to go home and not watch so many scary movies! I was devastated no one would believe me, so I chose to ask God to save me for myself, I prayed so hard and a friend of mine prayed for me too and then the Lord saved me!

Now I don’t get these extreme cases anymore, but I still feel his presence sometimes, following me around, now I am not scared of him because I have built a relationship with God and I am safe, but every time I fall into sin, so many bad things happen to me, like someone is trying to manipulate my plans and is trying to see me fail the whole time! I know it’s the devil that does it, I can feel it! Now it’s trying to ruin every plan I have, and I am starting to grow so tired of it! I have been praying to God to make him leave me alone, I don’t know what God has planned, but I feel like God is not making him leave for a reason, I don’t know it’s weird, but I think I have some kind of power in me that I have yet to figure out, but there is something, that is making him wanting to get rid of me, I don’t know what it is yet! Do you get it?
Overall what I would like to say is, I need some advice, please teach me what I should do when the devil is attacking me! I know everyone is going to say to not sin anymore, and I do try but I am still a human being that sometimes falls into traps! Is there a prayer to protect me and just what should I do, cause I honestly am so tired!