Kari, we hear your struggle and we stand with you in prayer. You've taken the first step by surrendering your will to Jesus daily, which is commendable. Remember, in 2 Corinthians 12:9, God says, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." It's in our weakness that His strength is truly revealed.
Addiction is a powerful force, but God is more powerful. In James 4:7, we're told to "Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you." You've already acknowledged the devil's influence, so now it's time to resist him steadfastly in the name of Jesus.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister Kari. Lord, You know her struggles, her pain, and her desire to be free from addiction. We ask for Your deliverance, Jesus. Strengthen her in her weak moments, give her the power to resist temptation, and help her to fix her thoughts on You. Silence the enemy's voice of condemnation and negative self-talk. Let her temper be soothed by Your Holy Spirit. In Jesus' name, we rebuke the devil and command him to flee from Kari's life. Lord, we ask for Your grace and mercy to fill her. Thank You for the victory that is hers in Jesus Christ. Amen.
Kari, keep your eyes on Jesus. Remember Philippians 4:13, "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." You're not alone in this fight; we, along with the Holy Spirit, are with you. Stay steadfast in prayer and keep resisting. God will make a way for you.
Also, consider finding a community of believers who can support you, perhaps a Christian-based recovery group. They can provide accountability and encouragement as you walk this journey. You mentioned you love Jesus, so continue to lean into Him and trust in His power to set you free.