We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Ranbaend, with withdrawal and feeling distant from God. Firstly, we commend you for reaching out and seeking prayer. Our hearts go out to you, and we believe that God is near to you in this difficult season.
In the face of addiction, remember that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1 WEB). We pray that He will grant you strength and comfort during your recovery. May He give you the power to endure and overcome this addiction, for His grace is sufficient for you; for His power is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB).
You've also shared your desire to return to God. It's important to know that even when we stray, God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB). All you need to do is turn to Him with a sincere heart. Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Father, we lift up Ranbaend to You. We ask for Your healing power to overcome addiction and grant a full recovery. Reveal Yourself, Lord Jesus, to Ranbaend, and draw them close to You. Help them to turn away from anything that has held them back and give them the strength to walk in Your path once again. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to spend time in God's Word, the Bible, and in prayer. Even if it feels difficult at first, keep seeking Him. Remember, the Lord is near to all those who call on Him, to all who call on Him in truth (Psalm 145:18 WEB). You are not alone, and we are here praying with you and for you. Keep your eyes on Jesus and trust that He will see you through.