Add bookmark #1 this is abn extremely desparate prayer. i have been so down for several years carign for my extremley ill grandm adn aspergers mo m alone in aforeign coutnry with mean neighbours and no moeny diaebtes adn kidyney illness willness and just ao alone. my dad is alone and very ill overseas. i am so heartbroekn. i would liek to die. i am reachign ot for prayers. i want me life to end now. i dotn know how faiht ful how prayer4rful a person has to be but im at a point that i want to die. i jsut cannot do this anymore. iw ant my life to be over. their is neverany joy. their is somuch heart ache . Lord please end my life. i cannot handle this lfie anymore.i really jsut cant i want to die this very second i cannot dit his anymore. LOr di feel so so unhappy withmy mother. i cannto handle her aspergers anymore. i just want to cry and cry. eevrytiem im with her im sick. i developed type 1 diabetes. pelase heal my casandra syndorm. PLeayese heal me. Lord i feel so much heartbroken around my mother. i cannto cope with her asperger spelase heal her aspergers. i cannot cope with that neighbour who is always throwign my stuf ooout.i cant cope with carign for my grandm and fightign wiht my mom. i cannto cope with my mom compelingin 24/7. i cnanto cope with my loss of muscle. i need strenght to pick of my grandma . i cannot cope with this depression ive had all ym life. i cannot do this.. why cant i have a good da.y please Lord if you care PLEASE DO SOEMTHIGN TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOR TH EBTTER TO DAY : IC ANT DO this anymore. my heartbreak is killing me I BEG YOU ALL DAY FOR Help please. i need abreak form ym lmother i feel sosock aorund er PLEASE i beg you i feel so sick aorund her help PLEAS Ei beg you pleas ei beg youi please pelase pelase help me i beg oyu with all my heart,. i caynt do this i feel sohurt by her i cant do this i elas ei feel so hurt my b my mothers asperger si wouldliek to die. Pleas ehelp me. PLEase pi cant do any second longer like this. i wan to cry all day and i haven o wate rin me. i cant do this pleas ei i cant handle my mother sbehavior anymor ei cant pleas epelase i need a break form her. iw ant kill mysle,f im trapepd so trappd ic ant handl ea seocnd anym longer of my life. plase i want ot die. i BEG you hellpme now Lord i cant do this i cant handle the strewss of this lfie anymore pelas ie cant do this anymore. i cant do this anymor epleas ie begyou im need help i cant wait anymlonge rpleas eod soemtign with mymtoher to keeo her away form me. i cant ahandel any second anymore pleas ehelp me