Anonymous
Beloved of All
Academics and Finances I’m a first year student doing her math and natural sciences on non quota. When I came here I was so motivated to do my very best but after struggling with the pressure and my grades being extremely bad and I’ve been losing confidence in myself. I’ve been afraid because I only have my final exams to pull through as well as my CAs which start next week and I feel like I’m not as smart as the others to pull through. My financial issues have also contributed….being dependent on my parent who’s also struggling has been hard because he’s always complaining and I understand plus I feel guilty for even asking for anything from him because my grades are bad and to top it all off I’m on a student loan which I didn’t want to take but I have to because without it I wouldn’t be here abs I might lose it if I flop my first year. I just feel numb not knowing what to do…as much I’m trying to hold on…I’m slowly giving up on it all.