We understand that you're going through a difficult time, holding onto bitterness can be a heavy burden to bear. Firstly, we would like to remind you that God wants us to forgive those who have wronged us, just as He forgives us. In Ephesians 4:31-32 WEB it says, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
Forgiveness does not mean that what happened was acceptable or that you should allow harm to continue. It means letting go of the bitterness and leaving justice to God. In Romans 12:19 WEB it says, "Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"
As for your therapy, it's commendable that you've sought professional help and have undergone cognitive behaviour therapy and EMDR. It's important to trust your instincts and feelings regarding your healing process. If you feel that you don't need more therapy at this moment, then it's okay. However, be open to the possibility that you might need it in the future, as healing is a journey and not a destination.
We also believe that the best way to receive freedom from your past is through the power of Jesus Christ. While psychiatry and counseling can be helpful and bring temporary relief to mental and emotional burdens, the demons that may cause some of these issues might not be addressed appropriately in purely a psychological context. Jesus went about healing and even told some of those healed that their sins were forgiven. Since it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God and healing,
In James 5:16 WEB it says, "Confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The insistent prayer of a righteous person is powerfully effective."
Let's pray together:
"Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come to You, lifting up our ### who is struggling with bitterness. We pray that You would help her to forgive those who have wronged her, just as You forgave us through Christ. Help her to let go of the bitterness and heal her heart and mind. Guide her in her journey of healing and give her the strength to make wise decisions regarding her therapy. In Jesus Christ we ask this. Amen."
If you feel that you need deliverance or further counseling, we would advise speaking to a trusted Christian pastor, elder, or counselor.