About To Commit Suicide

[kidistfan]

Please pray for God to give me Guidence or a Direct Message of some sort.. Im 21 years old and have always believed in God & always thought i had a good relationship with him....but since highschool something terrible happend to me that was very personal that i really dont wanna go details with..but very soon after this incident ive started dealing with so much mental anguish that led to a terrible depression which as time went on to include severe anxiety & delusional thoughts that just came out of nowhere. I tried to seek help & in turn was prescribed countless medication & saw support from all sort of thearapy available...when all these respected and applauded so-called cures failed ..All my So called friends turned their backs on me & called me names...in the end i really had no real friends to rely on...since they all turned their backs on me & laugh amongst themselves when they think im not there...I cry every night when i go to sleep....Im a nice girl ive always been kind to everyone i know. I always treated everyone like i wanted to be treated...i just dont know why i have to suffer everyday with this severe depression & mental delusion....I just feel completely worthless.... My family sometimes just want me to snap out of it..like depression is a light switch i can turn on and off....i hate waking up every morning like i have something to look forward to.. I cry myself to sleep begging God to just take my life...Anyone reading this Please pray that God will speak to me Directly or Indirectly from some who chanced to be reading this..........im just so exhausted just being Alive.. There really is nothing im looking forward too.. if i dont get an answer from God i have no choice but to go with my plan on commiting suicide....even though i dont want to do this to my family i know God will take care of them....even if he forgot to take care of me.. I just cant take the excruciating hopelessness feeling im forced to live with everyday.... Thanks for your time reading this...(please no Fake emails from people saying they got a message for me...thats really pathetic nor even helpful

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[peterag87]

I am begging the Lord to speak to you and help you. I pray that He saves you from this.

 

[ggacosta]

You are not alone, my friend. I tried to kill myself by jumping off a building when I was 21, but God sent me a direct message by keeping me on the planet when I thought it would be so easy to just end my life. I have been alive for 42 years one day at a time. I've lived through all kinds of abuse--some inflicted by others, some inflicted upon myself. I was a drug addict but have been clean and sober for four years. My first husband left me after a ten year relationship, but I met someone else and have been happily to a committed man for three years. I was diagnosed with a mood disorder and also suffered depression and delusions. I also, like you, sat sadly as people I thought were my friends abandoned me because I was too "scary" for them to deal with. I know it sounds trite, but I do feel your pain. Please don't go through with your plan. I want you to live and so do the people who truly love you. There are many more than you may realize. I found this out after going through with my own suicide plan. Many loved ones, some I hadn't seen in years, came to the hospital and cried and laughed with me for the five weeks I was there confined to a bed with two broken legs and a broken back. I can walk now. I'm alive and the scars on my body and metal rods in my back never let me forget for even one day what I did to myself and how God saved my life when I thought I just couldn't live another day. Please keep your head up. This too shall pass. Try every remedy out there for this depression. You will find the one that is right for your particular chemical make up. It may come in the form of an alternative cure. Just don't give up, now or ever. Love, Georgene

 

[bluebirds38]

dear lord i pray that you hear this plea and answer this prayer, speak to hear or through someone speak to hear in jesus name amen

 

[Eugene]

I too tried to go out of this life..you can find my testimony here..
/>http://www.prayerrequest.com/videos/view-757-jesus-i-belive-in-u/

What helped me is this...
/>http://mblordi.com/

I pray for you

Take a look at
/>http://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/170/entry-419-the-message-from-the-lord/