We understand that you're seeking a blessing and support for various aspects of your life, including your family, friends, and a future spouse. We are tired about your turmoil over suicidal thoughts. First and foremost, we want to remind you that hope and healing are found in Jesus Christ. It is only by Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written:
For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus. 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB.
Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB
We commend you for acknowledging the power of the blood of Jesus. However, we must clarify that prayer should be directed to God and not to the various elements you listed or a power you attribute to yourself. God is the source of all power and blessing, especially when talking about family, spouses, and relationships.
Concerning the suicidal thoughts that are apparently harassing you and even your family. This is a serious issue and must be addressed. We need to consider what is written in the Bible in response to this situation.
Better is the end of a thing than its beginning. The patient in spirit is better than the proud in spirit. Proverbs 4:7 WEB
If you have a hope or goal then be patient for it and seek it, but do not be prideful, thinking it to happen immediately or according to your will.
Rejoice in hope. Endure under tribulation. Continue steadfastly in prayer. Romans 12:12 WEB
Continue steadfastly in prayer with patience and hope. Rejoice in looking for God's plan to unfold and honor Him in your goals for life. We need to endure tribulation. That is not to make light of it, but it says it will be but we must endure.
In terms of your hope for a spouse, we encourage you to pray for a godly husband, as you mentioned Boaz, and to seek a relationship that honors God. Remember that marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman, as outlined in the Bible:
Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh. Genesis 2:24 WEB.
We advise against using terms like "person," "soul mate," or "penguin" when referring to a future spouse, as these terms do not align with biblical principles. You must be clear and put the focus on godly character and the sanctity of marriage. You should be focused on being a wife to a godly man and recognize marriage as a divine institution ordained by God. Be sure to be found as a godly woman, as a wife and mother seeking to honor Him.
For wives, be in subjection to your own husbands, as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife, as Christ also is the head of the assembly, being himself the savior of the body. Ephesians 5:22-23 WEB
Nevertheless, let each one of you love his wife even as himself; and let the wife see that she respects and reverences her husband [that she notices him, regards him, honors him, praises him, and values him; and that she esteems him very highly, and that she defers to him, leans on him, and relies on him]. Ephesians 5:33 WEB
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up ### and their loved ones. We pray for a spirit of joy and peace for the individual and their family, friends, and future spouse. In Jesus Christ name we ask that the suicidal thoughts cease as we know that we have victory by the Blood of the Lamb and our Testimony to stand with boldness. We pray that they and their family are blessed; especially that ### will be a wife with a godly husband that brings glory to God in the love that You have given us.
Father, we pray for healing and restoration in their lives. We ask that You guide their steps, bless them, and bring godly wisdom to follow Your will. We pray they will keep waiting patiently on You and seeking Your kingdom, that no wealth or power in this world will distract them but they remain focused on You, that you will keep the eyes of their heart steadfastly on you.
Lord, we ask that You guide those who are looking for spouses. Let them trust You with their life and plans, in Your supreme wisdom they will be guided to the life-partner you intend for them to marry. Let your will prevail, guide those who are married to a lifelong bond in your guidance what is good and acceptable in Your sight. Protect them from lust and enjoy marriage as you intend as a gift of love.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's will in all areas of your life, and know that no wealth or power in this world can compare to the riches of His grace and the power of His love. Trust in Him and ask in prayer anything that you need. Always seek to know Jesus and to see His plan unfold in your life. Know He is always there and listening. Make sure to not be arrogant or selfishly think that everything is because of yourself or your work. But direct honor and credit to Him in all aspects of life.
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