Temogen
Disciple of Prayer
Abba, my suffering is still going on. how long must I wait for your help? I believe in you Father that you will rescue me from my toxic partner and his mother. I can't seem to escape. I tried to get out. He manipulated me again and I am stuck again with no hope. I have no trust in anybody anymore, all are selfish. I gave my time, energy, body, and soul to my partner believing that he was the one. But no abba, he hurts me every single day even though I cook and clean for him, it's never enough for him. I am tired abba, I can't bear this anymore. It is suffocating and hard for me every single day. I sleep every night praying that I should not wake up the next day. I am drained. His mother is so selfish, all she thinks about is her son's food and comfort, she doesn't even think that I am the only person earning and coming back home to clean her son's mess. She doesn't even think once that even I am someone's daughter. My tears have dried. I will end my life someday Abba. Please help me . Please give me death. Please please please please abba.