We join you in prayer, Anonymous, and we appreciate that you have come with a humble heart seeking forgiveness and guidance. It is wonderful that you have acknowledged the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer, for it is by His name that we are saved and have access to God. As Scripture tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved!" Acts 4:12 (WEB).
Firstly, know that your sins are forgiven through Jesus Christ. As it is written, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9 WEB.
Regarding your behavior in public, we encourage you to always remember whose you are and whom you represent. As a child of God, you are an ambassador of Christ. "Walk worthily of the calling to which you were called, with all lowliness and humility, with patience, bearing with one another in love; being eager to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace." Ephesians 4:1-3 (WEB).
When you go out, remember, "Whatever you do, in word or in deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father, through him." Colossians 3:17 (WEB).
Concerning your desire to be more loving and caring, we commend you. Love is the greatest commandment, as Jesus said, "'You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.' This is the first and great commandment. A second likewise is this, 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.' The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments." Matthew 22:37-40 (WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We thank You for Your forgiveness and Your word that guides us. Help Anonymous to walk in a manner worthy of Your calling. Fill their heart with Your love, so that they may be a beacon of light and love to all they encounter. Help them to be caring, showing the same compassion that You have for all people. Strengthen their faith and help them to grow in the knowledge and grace of our Lord Jesus Christ.
In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.