CassieSeaCat
Servant of All
A want my mother to live and flourish for a very long time, but my family are dreadful to me. I reconciled with my father who had been cruel to me, I sent nice emails giving him news about myself, my sister and her child. It was the little boy’s birthday and our father showed up because I had said he was having a party. I thought I was being so nice and bringing the family together. My sister started being so nasty to me. She did not want me telling our father stories about her, but I had no idea I was doing wrong. When I did not speak to my father they told me hating him was bad for me. We reconciled and they complained about that, too! My mother screams at me that I know exactly what I did to my sister, telling stories about her to our father when she told me not to. I would place my hand on the Bible and swear she did NOT tell me not to. They were nice, sweet stories, not gossip. He had never mistreated her the terrible way he did me. I did not pick up hints that she was unhappy about the emails. They have always ganged up on me. When it was my birthday once my sister said she would get a gift for me sometime. I asked her to make a donation to a children’s charity rather. She and my mother told me I was rude. When my mother had a birthday she donated to a charity for her and my mother cried at the beauty of the gesture. What the fudge? As my nephew grew up he molested me almost daily for about a year and a half. If I say something not nice about him my mother screams at me to stop putting him down. She knows deep down he did something very bad , but chooses him over me. He should have charges pressed against him, but is flourishing and happy while I cry in despair. On Christmas Day my mother and sister were touching meat then touching things I was going to eat without washing their hands. I am a vegetarian and objected. My sister made me out to be the very bad one. Ngl, I hate her and my nephew deeply. I could go on forever, but Misericordiae, Lord have Mercy on me. Praise the Lord!