Dexter2020
Humble Servant of All
I acknowledge that I was indeed a Pharisee last time and was just like Oh Sunday Christian and take the cross likely. I have the mouth to say people but actually I was one also. I called myself Christian but I did not read the bible, cared about is how much money in the bank account. Persistent liar so much bad things which I have done and all my life was a mess and hook up with porn and all that and did as much harm to Jesus. But Jesus showed me that I don't deserve but he set me free and that I can no longer be in a Pharisee lifestyle but a life for Christ, where the extend of the sin is so overwhelming that it harmed in my relationship. I kept giving myself excuses that all these are ok but it was not and luckily I still have Jesus to rewind and reset my life where I can find Victory against the sins. I was very stubborn refuse to admit that I was the one I always blame God and treated Jesus like a genie to fulfill my wishes. Blaming Jesus for not fulfilling my wishes and wants although he showed me a vision of marriage. Now I am come to the realization that Jesus and his word is the one to turned my life around is not the Church or saying that one is a Christian but on the outside in a ravenous wolf, and things that I once like doing I no longer do them. Just doing traditions at Service but there was no transformation I treated people very disrespectfully over blaming and comparing why I do not have a lot.