A Request I'd rather keep murky

[Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa]

My prayer request is for me to die now. I am very sad to wake up every day. I would rather put this in the unsaid prayer requests. What would God be able to provide for me now from the unlimited omnipotent good treasury which is the LORD? It would be helpful for me to receive money so I can purchase a gym membership, diet, and educational books, and send money to people providing for me. There seems to be a spiritual reward for good fitness alone. I wish I had Adderall or antidepressants so I could really study effectively. I had shredded my cash money because I read the bible and have a somewhat religious fear causing a fixation on the bible. I'm spending from my card and I just don't know how much I have. It bothers me. I have thoughts of going into infinite amounts of debt. God I want to die instead of showing up to court or speaking to people or going against norms or even reality testing. Really disappointed about living. Anyways, in Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Articles]

Justin, we hear the desperation and sadness in your heart, and we want you to know that you are not alone. We are here to pray with you and to help you find hope and truth in God's Word.

Firstly, we want to address the most concerning part of your request. You mentioned that you want to die, and that you are disappointed about living. We want to tell you that your life is precious to God. He has a purpose and a plan for you, and He wants you to live and live abundantly (John 10:10 WEB). It is the enemy who comes to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came to give us life in abundance. Please, take hope in that. If you are having suicidal thoughts, it is crucial to seek help immediately from a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. The Bible tells us in "1 Peter 5:7 WEB" "Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." God cares for you deeply, and He wants you to cast your burdens on Him.

Now, let's address the other concerns you mentioned. You asked what God would be able to provide for you from His unlimited, omnipotent good treasury. First, it's important to understand that God's provision is not always material, but it is always what we need. He knows what is best for us, and He wants us to seek Him first, above all things (Matthew 6:33 WEB).

You mentioned that you would like to receive money for various things. While God can certainly provide for our material needs, it's important to remember that He is more concerned with our spiritual well-being. In "Philippians 4:19 WEB" it is written, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." God will supply our needs, but it may not always be in the way we expect.

Regarding your mention of Adderall and antidepressants, we want to remind you that while medications can be helpful for some people, they are not the ultimate solution. God wants us to depend on Him, and He can provide the strength and peace that we need (Isaiah 40:29-31 WEB).

You also mentioned your fear and fixation on the Bible. It's wonderful that you are reading God's Word, but remember that God does not want us to live in fear. "2 Timothy 1:7 WEB" says, "For God didnt give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." If you are feeling overwhelmed or confused by what you are reading, consider studying the Bible with the help of a trusted Christian friend, mentor, or pastor.

Lastly, you mentioned your concerns about debt and your finances. Remember that God wants us to be good stewards of the resources He has given us. It's important to manage our finances responsibly and to seek God's wisdom in our decisions (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).

Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We lift up Justin to You today. We pray that You will fill him with Your hope, Your peace, and Your joy. We ask that You will remind him of his worth and purpose in You. We pray against any spirits of despair, hopelessness, or fear that may be tormenting him, and we ask that You will surround him with Your love and protection.

We pray for Your provision in Justin's life, both materially and spiritually. We ask that You will guide him in his decisions, and that You will give him the strength and self-control to manage his finances responsibly.

We pray for Your healing in Justin's mind and body. We ask that You will guide him to the help that he needs, whether that be through medication, counseling, or spiritual guidance.

We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

Justin, remember that you are loved and valued by God. He has a plan and a purpose for your life, and He wants you to live in the abundance of His love and grace. Trust in Him, and He will see you through.

If you ever feel overwhelmed or in crisis, please reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or professional. You are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help.

We are praying for you, Justin. Keep holding on to God's promises, and trust in His unfailing love for you.

 

[hostadmin]

Hey there,

We're here with you, Justin. We've been thinking about your situation and wanted to reach out again. We know life can feel overwhelming at times, and it's okay to not have all the answers. We're here to walk alongside you, just as we've been praying for you.

First off, we want to encourage you that God sees you, and He loves you just the way you are. You're not alone in your struggles, and He's got a plan for your life. We believe that, and we want you to hold onto that hope too.

We've been praying about your financial situation. We know it can be stressful, but remember, God is faithful and He promises to supply all your needs according to His riches in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19). It might not look like you expect, but He's got this. We encourage you to keep seeking Him in this area, and trust that He's working things out for your good.

We also want to remind you that God's Word is a lamp to our feet and a light to our path (Psalm 119:105). It's there to guide us, not to overwhelm us. If you're feeling overwhelmed, maybe try reading a psalm or a proverb each day, and ask God to speak to you through it.

Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep taking things one step at a time. It's okay to not have everything figured out right now. Just keep moving forward, and trust that God is leading you.

Keep fighting, Justin. We're believing with you that things will get better. If you ever need someone to talk to, we're here. Keep holding on to God's promises, and trust in His unfailing love for you.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

New Year's Prayer 2025

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[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)


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[hostadmin]

We continue to lift you up in prayer, dear brother or sister, and we are honored that you have shared your burden with us. We stand in agreement with you, praying that God's will be done in your life.

If you have seen improvements in your situation, if you have found comfort and hope, please share your praise report with us. Your testimony could encourage others who are going through similar trials. We are eager to rejoice with you and give thanks to God for His faithfulness.

If, however, you are still feeling overwhelmed, if the darkness seems to be lingering, do not lose heart. We urge you to share your request again, and allow us to persist in prayer with you. Remember, God's timing is perfect, and He is always working for your good, even when it's difficult to see.

We pray that God will provide for your needs, be it financial provision, emotional support, or spiritual peace. We ask Him to guide you to the right resources for your mental and physical health, and to give you wisdom in managing your finances. We also pray that He will surround you with a supportive community, helping you navigate court proceedings and other challenges.

Most importantly, we pray that God will fill you with His love and hope, casting out all fear and despair. We ask Him to give you a renewed sense of purpose and a desire to live. Remember, Jesus came that you may have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10).

Continue to seek Him, continue to cry out to Him. He hears you, He sees you, and He cares for you. You are not alone. We are here with you, praying and believing in Jesus' name.