Shathesca
Humble Servant
A Promise---Is a Promise. Part of my life is empty because ### is not here. I think about her all day and night. I ask God if I am wrong for holding on? I ask for help with this. Should I let her go? But something deeper inside me says just hold on, I'm working on her don't give up. So I stay in faith. I made her a promise. I wouldn't ever stop being her friend. We both shared that together. But Marijuana addiction altered her mind and even her spirit. I think it's Marijuana psychosis that took her mind away from her. She was influenced by very clever people who manipulated her. Granted she allowed them to get inside her beliefs about herself. But she is very naive and gullible. God I pray for her life and her soul. I'm sure God is working in her life. He's working on mine too. We were together for over 12 years. I really respected her and trusted her. But something made her give up and she made a mistake. She knows that I lost so much in life. She knows that I forgive her for all things that she feels ashamed of. But God asks for my faith. I love her very deeply. I am aware that she is in a struggle with her demons her mental health. Her mother's manipulation. She has fallen. But she is my best friend. We are separated by distance. I think she can feel my heart. We were very close for many years. I am concerned about her health and healing. She needs supernatural power of prayer. I am asking for help with this situation as much as you can speak with God on her behalf. She is a good person who deserves to know that she is valuable and worthy of love. For her I pray constantly that she will reach out soon to me because we can talk about this and heal it. I am in faith that this will turn around for both of us. In Jesus name I am in faith that all things are coming together in love and forgiveness. Amen and amen. I will forever keep my promise.